Unveiled Desires: A Tale of Hidden Identity and Intimate Choices

Fiffteen.

Chimon pov.

Someone knocked on my room door. I opened it and saw P'Non. He is looking tensed and confused.

"Come in," I said and sat on the bed.

"Why are you looking like this?" He asked me.

"Because of you,"

"What? What I did?" He asked, confused.

"Why do you have to hide that Perth is P'Ohm's cousin? Why do you have to get drunk and leave me with him?" I said and started to cry. I can't hold myself when I think of him.

"What happened?"

"We had sex that day. Then.........." I explain everything to him between my sobs. I am crying so hard that also make him teary. He hugged me and started to apologize.

"Why are you apologizing? It's not your fault. It's me who fell for him even though he will never be mine. "

"Still if I didn't leave you there. No, if Ohm didn't leave you with him, it won't happened"

"Forget it. It already happened. "

"Mon Non, let's have dinner, na." I hear P'Mix.

"I am not feeling like eat na," I replied to him.

"You already skipped the lunch no one said anything. So, I can't skip the dinner also, " P'Mix said angerly. I can't do anything without agreed to him.
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Perth Pov.

P'Ohm came to my room and sat beside me.

"What happened? Why calling so urgent? Is it about Chimon anyhow?" He asked.

"Yes. It's about him. Not just him, it's about me also me"

"Huh? What happened between you two, huh?" He asked, totally confused.

First, I explained everything happened between us

"Now the thing is, I don't know how I am feeling right now."

"Wait, wait, you are telling me he confesses to you?"

"Chai"

"And how do you feel about it? What did you reply?"

"I don't know. At first, I was shocked. I was so confused about replying to him. My heart started to beat faster and faster. When I realize he is crying more than before, my heart starts to ache for don't know why. I felt something but can't explain na, " I said in one breath. He sighed.

"Let me ask you something, just answer me, ok?"

"Ok."

"What is the first thing you remember when you think about Chimon? Just say what is coming to your mind. " P'Ohm's question kind makes me confused.

"Umm..... Cute. So cute." As he said, I replied the honest answer.

"Okh. How do you feel when you see him someone else as like some classmate who is not so close to him?"

"What kind of question is it?" I asked, annoyed.

"Just answer," He angerly said.

"Ummm. Something wired as like maybe I just don't like it. Or I feel like it's not good or something. Arghhh, I can't explained" I was so irritated about his lame question. I just can't answer him properly. I don't know how I feel.

"Okh. Nong, take your time na to think what is in your heart. It's your own feeling. "

"What the hell is with everyone? If I can think of this, then I should ask you?" I said more irritated.

"Ok. Look, no one tells me that I am in love with Non. No one. I find out myself. If I said you have feelings for Mon, it can be that I am lying cause I don't want to see him hurt, right? So try to find yourself what your true feelings are, ok?"

"What a lecture, bro! Okh." I agreed to him. How do I feel for Chimon? He wasn't even my friend. What the hell is happening with me????!?!?!?
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Skep to the next day at school.

When Perth got into the classroom, he saw everyone but not Chimon. He looked around for him but he wasn't there. It's always that he came before Chimon to have fun, but today he came late. Marc is also there sitting next to Pawin talking with him or arguing. Who knows? 

"Hey Meung. What's up?" Pawin asked when he noticed Perth sit.

"Where is Chimon? He has not come yet?" Perth asked without replying, Pawin.

"Awww. You just care about Chi, not us." Pawin pouted at his best friend.

"Hoi. I am not in a very good mood, so don't tease me, " Perth said in annoyance.

"What the hell !"

After a few minutes, the teacher entered the room along with Chimon. Chimon looks around for a seat, and it's just empty beside Perth where he doesn't want to sit. He is so afraid that how will Perth react or if he just continues to ignore him like this.

"Ok, so class, are you ready with your projects?" The teacher asked.

"Yes," everyone replied.

"Ok then, start with the first group. So who will present it?" The teacher asked to Perthchimon and Marcwin. It's already decided that Chimon will present it so he can stand up with the work.

"Everyone pay attention to him." The teacher ordered the rest class as Chimon started to explain the work. During this time, he didn't dare to look at Perth. But suddenly, his eyes fell on Perth, who was looking at him directly. Chimon locked his eyes with Perth's for a few seconds, then again started.

The whole class is praising chimon as how cool he is. They just thought he is cute nerd but they just find out he is also cool. Coolest among all of the. Today, Chimon's dress up also looks a little different than usual, which makes him look more different. 

Not everything, but Perth here a little bit of the gossiping. The students who are sitting in front him him he hear them saying, "I just thought he is cute and sweet, but now I have to admit he is handsome as well as cool. Oh god, I want to make him mine. He is awesome."

Perth wants to stand up and beat him, making him realize that Chimon is not his. Perth clenched his fist. Perth holds himself so hard not to beat that boy up. As he looks at Chimon, all his anger melt. He didn't realize when he started to smile like crazy while looking at him.

Chimon looked at him and found him smiling at him. He felt something in his heart that he couldn't describe. Perth heart starts to beat fast. It's pounding so fast that it will come out of his chest at any time. 

Chimon completed his presentation. Everyone clapped, causing Perth to  come to his sense. Other students start to show their projects. The whole class there was an awkward silence between Perth and Chimon. Perth's heart was beating so fast. He kind of started to realize what he fell for Chimon. He doesn't know what to do now? How to say it?