(Hella short chapter)
Jisungs pov
I laid wide awake in bed, I really couldn't sleep- and apparently neither could jeongin. He was mumbling something to himself before he got up and walked over to my bed with a fearful face
"What's wrong innie?" I asked tiredly
"I'm scared...I don't wanna have a seizure" he whimpered , he had tears in his eyes and he was shaking with anxiety
I lifted up my blanket, he clambered under and into my arms as I sleepily comforted him "it's all gonna be okay...I've got you, you start convulsing and ill get one of the nurses right away, okay? I'll hold you and keep you safe...you won't have a seizure, it's worst case scenario remember? It's not a guaranteed side affect...just take a deep breath and relax"
"Can I sleep here tonight?" He asked softly, I nodded "thank you ji..."
"Is there other things bothering you on top or that?" I asked as I rubbed his back
"I'm worried about you..."
What?
Why?
Why is he worried about me?
"Okay....why?" I asked
"Because....the side affects of your meds were bad too...." he mumbled, I smiled and kissed his forehead softly- I don't know why I did. It just felt right, and he didn't seem to mind
"It's not that bad, foxie. Insomnia is something I can handle, as long as I'm not coocoo anymore I can live with it"
"What If it changes you? I like the way you are now....quirky sure but...what if takes away your weird quirks and your you-ness?"
"I won't let it change my me-ness, jeongin. I'll still be me, but less...yknow, schizophrenic" I chuckled "now stop fretting and get some rest, you know the nurses like to get us up early"
"Yeah I know...don't let me have a seizure" he muttered and cuddled up to me closer
"I won't" I stroked his nose and he shut his eyes "You have nothing to fear, foxie. Don't let the anxiety consume you, and just sleep"
Soon enough he fell asleep, I smiled and held him closer. I shut my eyes and to the sound of his soft breathing and heartbeat I fell asleep too
