Lies: Oshi no ko x fem reader

Chapter 2: Reincarnation ✨

Warning: talking about suicide and depression I apologise I wanted to make this chapter seem a little bit sad I personally thought that since you the reader are Ai's older twin sister if you died she would fall into a deep depression but hide it if you are uncomfortable with the topic I highly suggest you don't read this and also to anyone who is suffering from depression and suicide don't kill yourself there are people, people who love you like your family, friends or lovers who don't want you gone even if I don't know who you are I know that you are probably good people who get hurt a lot but don't worry just stay strong and you'll be happy.

You were sitting on the couch with Ai and Aqua looking at a photo of you and Ai but mostly to not look at Ruby being breastfed by Ai which was disgusting Aqua was drinking from his bottle you turned around and saw Ruby smirk at you two as she swallowed the breast milk

"You little..." You looked at Ruby disgusted by her actions Ai put Ruby down on the couch and went to you, "Y/n." she called you in her cheerful voice as she picked you up, "You hungry? Wanna nurse?" Ai asked you look at her with your eyes going blank and your star pupils gone, "Eh? What's that mean Y/n?" Ai asked confused you sigh, "Gods forgive me but I did research and its better to be breastfed than normal milk well I hope I die again cause I am about to drink from my sisters breast." You nod your head as she removes her bra and shirt as you drank from it, "To be honest its not so bad and it takes good." you drink from it, "Your just like Ruby aren't you Y/n." Ai said as she smiled at you, you turn around and look at Aqua and Ruby Ruby smiling glad that you are drinking from your own sisters breast and Aqua who looks at you disgusted.

"Be lucky I can't kill you." you swallow the milk as your star pupils reappear and you look at Ai, "Yay, your back baby!" Ai hugs you just then Saitou enters in with Miyako, "Time for work." he said

"Okay!" Ai gave you three kisses she hugged you tight, "I really miss you Nee-san what would you say if you saw me with Y/n now would you be proud that she looks like me? or proud that I am protecting her." Ai put you down as you looked at her, "I'll be back later." Ai runs off to the door, "See you later!" Miyako says, "See you!" Ai leaves her apartment as Miyako goes to another room.

You were thinking about what Ai said if anything you were proud of her and glad that she became a mother but you weren't sure if you could fully support that she's a single mom at a young age.

Flashback

It was late at night you weren't asleep and you were watching the stars by the glass door window just then you heard footsteps you look to see Ai she looked tired and had dry tears on her face it was just about 1 week since your death day and the week when  Ai became an Idol again for you and your triplet siblings.

"Hey y/n." Ai said as you crawled to her worried about your own sister, "Ai..." you looked at her so sadden by this she always held a smile when talking to others or on stage performing for you, did your death really effect her to the point that she was so depressed that she hid it from the rest of the world .

"Oh y/n you just aren't your aunt I miss her every single day." a tear fell down Ai's face, "I still remember seeing her dead body in that coffin it made me wish that I was the one in there instead of her I don't know if this is what she wanted for me." Ai mumbled as she looked at you crying, "you probably don't know about this Y/n but your just a baby so you wouldn't understand ever since your Oba's death I've had depression, why do you think sometimes when Ruby cries for me I can barely get up? cause I just see that my actions caused someone I really loved to die even though I have no regrets giving birth to you three, why eat? why sleep? why do anything when I am on that stage and I see everyone cheering me on I just wanna die cause I just wish to see her one more time, even though she would want me happy." You were shocked by this, Why did Ai wanna kill herself!?