As I woke up I came to the realization that i've been tied to the bed. Immediately I started panicking and moving around. As I moved pain hit me like a bullet. I wanted to scream but I couldn't get any words out. I started crying not understanding what had happened. As I looked around the room I saw him. I saw jeff sitting there like it was nothing. "Fuck help me!" I screamed finally being able to catch up my words.
"Why should I love ? This is going to be the way I want." Suddenly it hit me. The realization of what I had said to him.
He stood up and walked towards me, standing infront of me he looked at me with a wide grin, he looked like a psycho to me and the fact that I am tied up made it only look worse. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and jeff almost immediately put his hand on my mouth to cover it up. "Selo are you alright? You didn't come back for quite a while now I'm starting to get worried" I heard the voice of my cousin. "She's alright just tired so she's talking a nap dw I got this she'll be staying the night." "oh uh okay?" you could hear the confusion in my cousins voice since she almost never had heard his voice. I hoped my cousin would come back and rescue me but I eventually gave up, she probably thought I had enjoyed myself, but damn she was so wrong.
As jeff sat on top of me on my stomach I started getting a bit scared but the parts where our bodies touched again were feeling like burning up. He took his hoodie off and I stared at his body, he was a bit to skinny for his age but was still in good form. Just as he started unblocking his belt I realized what he was going to do. My head was trying to make it stop, but my heart was just screaming for his touch and attention. It was all just head against heart.
As he took off his pants and was left with only his boxers our eyes met again, you could see the desire and lust in both our eyes. We stared at each other as he came closer and closer. He started kissing me roughly and sometimes lovingly. I didn't realize he had already taken off his boxers and my pants too. As we broke off the kiss to catch up our breaths he took of my shirt and with only one had my bra too. I laid there completely naked infront of my completely naked crush. Again he had that evil smile on his face.
But was I even ready to do that?
My head started winning against my heart because I knew this was wrong. He can't just tie me up and then fuck me. I wanted to get away. But something held me back. My heart did. Without a warning and with one trust he was inside me. I screamed but was quickly stopped with again his hand on my mouth, the other one started traveling somewhere in his drawer next to the bed. Tears started swelling up my eyes and my sight became more and more unclear. I wanted it to stop but at the same time I loved it. But then I felt a sharp objekt touching my throat and I immediately held my breath. He started traveling down from my throat to my breast as he circled the knife around them. He stopped at my nippel and I closed my eyes because of the sensation. But then the feeling stopped so I wanted to open my eyes, until I felt pain rushing trough my body beginning at my left arm. He started scratching my arm, as I looked up and noticed that he was actually writing something. I couldn't clearly see what he had wrote because of all the blood that was streaming down my arm but I could identify, "Mine" My cheeks turned red as I read it. Again he smirked like he was the pure evil. To my surprise he licked all the blood that was dripping down my arms and just begann trusting in me faster and faster and I could'nt hold back my moans anymore, neither could he.
I could tell he wasn't going to last that long anymore and I was ready to feel him cumming inside of me but that feeling never came, sadly. The only thing I felt was the sudden emptiness inside me and I wanted to feel him inside of me again, it felt like we were meant to be, our bodies had fit perfectly together and it felt so united.
I felt his warm liquid being emptied on my stomach and I started shaking like crazy.
Suddenly he stood up, he almost looked like he was panicking but I didn't understand anything about what was going on. I was so confused. "What's wrong?" I asked shakingly.
The first words since it started, but I just knew it would be the last one today.
