That Month In May. Joshua Hong x Reader

74. Further We Go.

Eunhi's Pov.

"What are you on about?!" My temper was going on crazily.

"Simple! You're not allowed!" She was starting to yell at me too.

"What-?! Are you planning to just keep me here and never talk with my friends again?!" It made no sense at all, it wasn't even fair.

"Eunhi! Do you even realize how many situations you have brought yourselves in! The online world has gone crazy because of it!" She pointed out of the window but I retalliated.

"BUT YOU SHOULD'VE TOLD ME! THEN I COULD'VE LET IT SLIDE! BUT YOU WON'T LET ME SEE ANY OF THESE PEOPLE?!" I raised my voice, I didn't know what was going through my mind at that time.

"BECAUSE YOU'D NEVER WANT TO GO! YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO BE SEPARATED! YOU'RE DRAGGING THEM DOWN!" She went completely at me, with no shame at all. "Wait- Eunhi.." She tried to touch me.

"No! I see.!" I backed away. "Please." I headed to the door. "Get out." I said strongly.

"Eunhi-"

"I said..Get. Out." I ordered, she trotted out and I slammed the door shut. She angered me. It was annoyingly satisfying. It felt like a whole wall broke off my chest, I've never been so furious before..As much as I can remember.

But ignoring all that, I really have been dragging them down. I checked my social platforms, seeing that much news have gone about before I came here. I've been so ignorant about it.

I didn't want to take more of the comments in so I just forced myself to head to sleep.

Next morning.

I heard someone call out my name but it was a fogged call. I sat up seeing someone but as I rubbed my eyes, no one was there. "Now I'm delusional.." I groaned, stepping out of the bed.

It was bright and sunny outside but it was so quiet and dark feeling in my hotel room.

I prepared myself some breakfast, just hearing the sound of the knife scraping across my toast. It was eerie, I didn't like it at all.

After finishing my breakfast, I went to the bathroom to fix myself up and as I leaned on the sink..I looked at myself in the mirror and I was starting to look mentally worse.

But I shouldn't get that in my way. I'll just focus on working harder..Then just find myself back in Korea.

"Hey..Eunhi-" Sigu unnie let herself in and I just stared at her. "I'm sorry."

"No. I get it. I won't meet them." I said sternly and she looked at me with shock.

"Are you sure?.." She muttered, she looked awfully disappointed.

"Yes." I replied, turning back around. I heard the door close once again and I sgihed, taking an inhale.

Joshua's Pov.

"Hyung! Could we meet Eunhi?!" Dk yelled, running up to our manager.

"Depends if you know where she is." He shrugged. What was that supposed to mean?

"Can't you tell us?!" Seungkwan begged for the information.

Present.
Next Morning.

"Eunhi.." Joshua mumbled. "We're alone now." He came inside the room.

"Aren't you being needy again?." I smiled as he plopped himself into my bed.

"Maybe." He wrapped his hands around me, digging his head into my chest. He started putting up his hands under my shirt and I pushed him out.

"Joshua-!" I said. Then I huffed, smirking. "Want to do another round.?"

"I'll go softer this time!" He exclaimed, sitting up.

"It doesn't matter~" I whispered in his ear, getting on his lap. I took off my shirt and he did aswell. I kissed him as then it stuck in mine. He pushed me down, grabbing my hands together. He spread my legs wide as he went in.

Back to 3 years ago.

"Fine. She's heading over to the studio. Don't tell anyone. And I mean anyone..That I've told you this." Me and Jeonghan looked at each other and then just ignored it. All 13 of us rushed over to the studio and we found our way in somehow.

"I'm sure this is the one!" Seungkwan pointed at a room and we followed him.

"Nah! It's gotta be this one." Mingyu yelled, pointing at the other end. We jogged over to him.

"You sure it isn't this one?" S.Coups asked, seeing if he could find something in the room.

"No it's definitely this one!" Hoshi ran over to another room and we were practically running back and forth now. It was getting ridiculous.

"Guys- I'm tired." Jeonghan leaned on a door and we all looked at him complain. Then out of nowhere the door open and he tripped inside.

"Jeonghan!" We all went to go check on him and we saw Eunhi, sitting there on the studio chair. She had her finger on her lip as she spun the chair to us. We all peeked in through the door, all on top of each other.

"Guys?!" She stood up from her chair. I thought she was happy but it didn't go quite way we were thinking.

"Eunhi-! How are you?! We've missed you!" We yelled. I thought it'd be my chance to clear everything.

"What..are you doing here?." She mumbled, taking off her headphones slowly.

"We came to visit you! Isn't it cool!" Seungkwan took a step forward.

"You're..not supposed to be here!" She got angry with us for some reason. We got quite shocked.

"What do you mean?." Vernon asked. He was the only serious looking one out of all of us.

"We shouldn't be seeing each other." She folded her arms, turning back around.

"Why not?!" We all continued.

"I'm not allowed because I'm dragging your careers down!" She yelled, slamming the door shut. She went back to the seat and we understood nothing that was going on.

"Huh?..Eunhi- You aren't.." Cheol said, as he looked at me.

"Yes I am. I'm sorry but it's just like this.." She calmed herself down.

"Wait so now you're just giving up?" Myungho looked incredibly disappointed. Eunhi glanced at Myungho. "Just because we're not allowed to, you say we can't?!"