warning this chapter containts
SMUT,ED (eating disorder)
you have been warned at your advance
I woke up panting it was the same dream on repeat,
i bumped into noel,just like i did the other day but we sortve made out instead of a friendly conversation,i mean it technically wasnt friendly it was just us straight up flirting.
i stood up got out of bed, i looked in the mirror,jeez i was i mess but a hot mess.
*time skip*
i was currently in the first class and Noel kept staring at me ,talk about creepy right.
it felt as if i would melt into the floor instead of holes being burnt into the back of my head.
(warning:ed mentioned)
class was finally over, i would go and get a snack but im not hungry , i barely eat in the morning,well i barely eat anymore,ever since i had got bullied in my old school, by Tilly, i would really love to know who would name a child Tilly, anyways, ever since that she would calll me fat and tell me all sorts until i broke, i stopped eating, i nearly had to go to hospital thats when everyone called me skinny bones, but hey least skinny was in the name, , my parents could see this, but they still dont notice im still picking up the empty pieces of my heart,But i guess thats hows its always gonna be for me right.
(mention of ed now over)
the bell finally went, and i had science great.
i started heading my way to science when i was dragged by someone,not a someone,him,Noel.
he dragged me inside an empty classroom,god this seems like a scene out of pretty little liars.
Noel:you've been ignoring me''
Jade:''no i havent''
Noel:''lets not lie now princess''
he takes a step closer, i can feel his breath on my neck
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Jade:''i havent''
Noel:''now i wouldnt lie and top if off with lies,tsk tsk''
he then plants a kiss on my neck, i melt
Jade:''what are you doing''
Noel:''what i should of done before i left''
he picks me up and puts me on a desk as we make out, his hands go down to my top, he unbuttons it before removing it and leaving hickeys all over my ches-
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I wake up gasping, just another stupid dream right, i look down at my chest,wrong.
fuck, what is Noel doing to me and my mind.
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Authors note: to early for smut right, but who cares its what were needing, ;),love you guys xoxo
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Romancea love sick story containing old best friends,new friends,blood sweat and tears jade thinks she knows her family and her old friend or does she ,as she moves into her new school she bumps into him ''princess is that you?''
