It is a rainy weekend and we were supposed to go somewhere. But the weather is really bad.
I just got off the phone with Nay Martha and was able to talk to Richie and Emily. I miss them so much but I need to set aside those thoughts because all I am doing here now is for them.
I am preparing our breakfast. She requested some waffles and this time she wants to pair it with bacon and scrambled eggs.
Then I felt a hug.
Good morning. I greeted her.
Good morning. Then she kissed me on the cheek. Yes, that is her new casual to me now. Kissing me on the cheek sometimes in my forehead. She is so sweet and she does that most of the time.
I'm almost done here, want to have your coffee now?
I'll do it for us. She said.
I think that's the only thing she can do perfectly in her kitchen to prepare the coffee.
I placed the waffle in a plate and put the scrambled eggs on the side together with the bacon, took a small piece of the bacon and fed it to her while she was finishing up preparing the coffee.
We are now sharing the waffle in one plate. Yup you heard it right. We usually share our food in one plate this past few days. She liked it. She want it that way.
Don't assume. We are just still on the be casual, be comfortable thing with each other.
The kisses and hugs are all casual thing only.
I do also kiss her in the cheek and also in her forehead. Most of the time upon her request. I am still pretty nervous to do it voluntarily. But I know if I do it she'll not mind it for sure.
She is so clingy. She wants more hugs, more cuddles.
She is totally the opposite of her being the top CEO.
When its just the two of us, she is like a child. Clingy and cuddly.
She is sitting in her lazy boy chair and I am sitting in between her legs and she is hugging me.
This is really our usual thing already. She will talk to me about architecture, new designs that she encountered. Then sometimes she also gets my opinion in some of her upcoming projects.
I am now leaning towards her chest. She is just smelling my hair and humming some songs.
We just stayed in that position.
She is becoming more open to me with her life. She shares as much as she can. I always tell her I am willing to listen and will not push her to tell me something that she is not comfortable to share to me yet.
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Its been several days already that I started to sleep in her bedroom.
She likes to cuddle.
It's around 2am when my phone is ringing and I don't want to disturb Freen in her sleep. I took my phone and went to the bathroom. It is Nay Martha and I felt nervous.
Hello Nay Martha?
Nak, sorry I called this early. It's because of Emily. I rushed her to the hospital. She is having difficulty breathing.
Nay what happened?
Your stepdad, he came here earlier, asking for Richie to come out. He wanted to beat him again but we don't know why. Emily heard it, begun to cry and that's where it started.
Nay is Richie with you now?
Yes he is here. I just called to let you know and Emily really wanted to talk to you.
