Wanda Maximoff One-Shots

The Scarlet Witch part 2

Tw: dark themes, harassment, physical attack, brutality (not towards the reader or Wanda) blood, unaliving

Pov y/n

If I thought the Scarlet Witch was much on my mind before, then I don't know how to describe it now. She's constantly on my mind, even when I'm doing something entirely different. The other day, I was grocery shopping and randomly wondered which piece of candy she would like the most. Then I wondered if she likes candies at all. I wouldn't call at an obsession but I haven't been able to go one day without thinking about her. Sometimes it's just a short thought because I see a poster of her or hear her name around. But on other days, and especially nights, I think about her for an hour. Sometimes it's just general thinking about her persona and wondering what she'd be like if she wasn't punishing me. Would she be soft and gentle with me?
Would the authority she holds still radiate off her, even in calm moments?
Would she allow me to touch her? 

I barely find answers to these questions and even if I do, I rethink them the next day. Especially at night, I often think about the one night we spent together. It makes my thoughts spin a little bit and my body heat up. That wasn't exactly an encounter how you would find it in any romance stories but I don't mind it. It was our first encounter and I wouldn't change anything about it. 

At first, I wasn't sure though if it was real. I woke up the next day and laid there for a while, thinking about what happened and if it was all in my head. But when I moved, I felt that it wasn't just in my head, it was real. Somehow, that made me excited and I lowkey hoped, she would visit me again but she didn't. 

It's been three weeks since I last saw her and am starting to wonder, if I view the whole interaction differently than she does. I know, it was about her punishing me and having sex, but the last sentence she said didn't want to get out of my head. I'm convinced it meant something and still does. She didn't have to say it if it didn't mean anything to her but she did. Her actions don't match her words though, which makes it a little bit difficult. I want to see her again and I thought about breaking the rules again but I don't want to see her because of that. I want to see her because she wants to see me as well. If I had any idea on how to find and visit her, I would try but I know nothing and can only speak my hopes into the red night sky, hoping they feel come true at some point.

I haven't mentioned what happened to anyone. They would only declare me as silly or even crazy. And if they believed me, they would tell me to stay away from the Scarlet Witch because she hurt me. Yes, she did but only in a pleasurable way. I am convinced, that she wouldn't harm me outside the bedroom. But no one else would believe that and maybe they would even cut me out of their lives because they are worried about me and the Scarlet Witch knowing each other. I just wish that people could see her for more than what they want to think. It's easy to make someone the villain and blame them for everything that's going wrong. It's a lot harder to take time to understand them and learn their history. Not that I know anything about her history but I want to. I want to get to know her and I want to be around her without having sex. I want a connection. But if that's not what she wants, I can't change that. 

I wrap my scarf tighter around my neck, trying to fight against the cold. Usually, I don't really mind it and I did decide to go for a walk but still. I just don't like it when the wind hits my neck. The streets are rather empty and the clouds have darkened the sky. If I didn't know any better, I would guess it's starting to get dark and the curfew starts soon. But there are a couple too many people out here for that option. Most of them are way too scared to even be outside half an hour before the curfew starts. My thoughts are occupied with the same person, that has been on my mind for the past three weeks. So, when I hear her name, I barely register that it's in real life and not just my thoughts.