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~Chapter 7~

"Hatred"

TWS: Cussing

Stan's POV:

I got off the school bus, still thinking about what I heard from Kenny and Kyle. Is this some kind of sick joke? There's no way Kyle is gonna die, he's my SBF! We promised we won't leave each other until we both die.. If I die, he dies.. We made a pinky promise!

But.. he isn't my SBF anymore, I broke the pinky promise and left him. I'm such a fucking idiot- I balled my fist. Anger boiled inside of me. Why won't Kyle just tell me what's going on though?! Why would he tell Kenny instead?! I was his fucking SBF, not that hoe-

I snapped out of my trance as I saw Kenny and Kyle get off the bus, quietly. Kyle looks exhausted, I frowned a little, I'm starting to get annoyed with him. Why won't he tell me anything?! He spotted me and froze, I gave him a worried look. He quickly looked away. Kenny noticed this and smiled nervously at me, and pushed Kyle away.

I stood there, confused.

That was... odd

Before I could chase after Kenny, I felt a hand placed on my shoulder.

"Stan?" A sweet voice called, filling my stomach with butterflies. I blushed at the touch.

It was my girlfriend, Wendy.

"Oh, hey Wendy.." I smiled sadly at her, I couldn't keep it in. I sighed in frustration and irritation. Wendy sensed something was wrong because she perked up and looked at me worriedly, "What's wrong honey?" she held my hands.

"W-well.." I said, voice cracking, "I..I-.. I got mad at Kyle.." I said, feeling the tears start to flow, "And.. I said a lot of harsh things to him.." I couldn't hold the tears anymore, I wiped them. "And I said I didn't want to be his SBF anymore.." I cried.

Wendy gave me a peck on the lips, as she tried to make me feel better. But the thought of Kyle infuriated me, for some odd reason. I stood there, wrapped my arms around Wendy as she comforts me.

I felt this weird feeling in my stomach when I thought of Kyle, an unpleasant feeling. The more I think about what happened, the more infuriated I felt. And the more I think about it, I realised that I don't feel guilty at all. He deserved it, after all. Since he would rather share his secrets with Kenny Mcwhoredick than his SBF.

Wendy looked at me with guilty eyes, "You know, Stan.. I've been thinking.." she said, "I.. got something to tell you.." She hugged me tighter.

I instantly felt something wrong, "W-wha..What is it?" I asked, disheartened, Wendy let go of me and clasped her hands together. "I.. wanted to tell you this last night, but you were so happy.. I didn't have the heart to.." she said, quietly.

"Tell me what?!" I said, getting irritated. "Please, don't get upset with me but.." she hesitated, "I want to break up with you.."

Hearing those words left an impact on my heart, why? I stared at her, heartbroken. "We can still be friends! I'm so sorry Stan.. I really am!" Wendy said, I held my head. "I..I.." I struggled to find the right words. Wendy smiled sadly, "It's fine if you don't want to be friends anymore, what I did was harsh.." and she turned to walk away.

I grabbed her arm, "Wait!- I still want to be friends but-" I paused, "Why?" I was desperate to know.

Wendy hesitated to tell me at first but then sighed softly, "I.. noticed that you have been very.. absented-minded recently, all you ever talk about was Kyle and it sort of bugged me.." She said, "I know your feelings for me aren't strong anymore from the signs.."

"But.. I respect that, you can't stay in love forever.." She said. What is she talking about?! I still love her the same way! I felt myself start to heat up as she asked a question, "Hey Stan.. Do you like Kyle?" She asked.

But that caught me totally off-guard so I gasped in shock and choked on my spit, "O-Of course!-" I coughed, "He's m-my SBF!" "No, I meant romantically.." Wendy pat my shoulder, my eyes widened. Me? Gay for Kyle? Hell no! "Of course not! I'm not gay-" I argued.

"It's.. obvious, Stan.."Wendy said, I boiled with anger. "What do you know about me?! I still love you the same way! I really do!" I yelled.

"Forget Kyle! Forget him! He's just a stupid friend that doesn't trust his SBF! He's just a friend." I held Wendy's hand but she pulled away.

"I'm sorry Stan, I really am!" she said, "But I know you're lying to yourself.." She walked away, leaving me alone.

"GOD DAMN IT! I HATE YOU KYLE! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!" I yelled in frustration, stomping on the ground, "ALL YOU DO IS MESS MY LIFE!" I yelled angrily even though no one's around.

"I JUST WISH KYLE'S DEAD!" I yelled through tears.

Completely unaware that I wasn't alone.

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Authors note:
A longer chapter for you guys! I have some big plans! Big plans! I hope you enjoyed the book and have a great day/afternoon/night!

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