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** Suicide is never okay... even if you think nobody is there for you, there is.... I know Will will never do this so please dont send me hate for this imagine!! Will, if you are reading this, then you are amazing, beautiful, and talented and I love you so much sweetheart!! <3 Now if you ever think about killing yourself because you are getting hate or nothing in your life, dont. Nothing stays the same in life because everyhing changes. You are loved. You are beautiful! Dont let others bring you down, they are just jealous that they will never be like you. I love you. -Katt**

Nobody saw him the way I did. Nobody understood what he was going through. Nobody. Nobody knows how much a smile can hide, not even me. I still remember that day. The day, the only thing I loved was taken away.

“Cheer up babe, It was just one mistake. You still did amazing, Like always!! What do you say to Ice cream?” I said to my amazing, wonderful, beautiful boyfriend for a year, Will Jay Behlendorf. He nodded his head slowly and I grabbed his hand and dragged him out into the streets. We had just left the stage from his concert. He’s been upset because he was to excited and jumpy that he lost his breathe at the wrong time and didn’t sing ‘Hands Up" in his solo in Rest Of Our Lives. Which I totally understand, but he’s just being stubburn and won’t listen to me that he did amazing. We walked arould holding hands, watching as people would walk by, a few fans here and there.

“Babe, can I ask you something?” Will said, stopping and turning towards me.

“Sure.” I said looking into his eyes. He looked down for a second then looked straight into my eyes, with a scared look.

“No matter what happens, You will always know I love you right?” He said to me, holding both my hands, not looking away from my eyes once.

“Yes of course, why?” He shook his head and swallowed.

“And you will always love me right?” He said holding my hands tighter.

“O-of course Will, Why?” He shook his head.

“Thats all I needed to know” He smiled to me and started walking.  Well, that was… Weird?

We walked silently to the Icecream shop. I kept watching as Will’s face looked so serious, and worried, and nervous, and mostly… Scared. As we sat down, I noticed his facial expression still hasn’t changed.  I laid my hand on his.

“what’s the matter babe?” I asked curious. He shook his head and looked down at my hand laid on his.

“Nothing, I just love you, Don’t forget that okay?” He said looking up into my eyes.

“I wouldn’t, and couldn’t. ” I whispered back softly. “Because I love you too.” He smiled at me and leaned over the table. I felt as if crying as we both kissed. The sparks still flying since our very first kiss. I knew at that moment, there was nobody else but him. And I wasn’t going to let there be anyone else.  We sat and ate our ice cream, joking around like the kids we were.

“Babe, you got ice cream on your cheek” Will said to me, chuckling lightly, I leaned across the table and grabbed his face slightly.

“Oh do I now?!?” He laughed loudly at my childish act. I sat back down and smiled at him proudly. 

“God I love you… So much Y/N” He said to me, holding my hands once again.

“I love you too Will, So so so much!” I said as I kissed him on the lips. We both walked back home, Holding onto eachother, like there was no tomorrow. I left almost an hour later after we got home to go to my sisters house to help her with her baby boy. Her husband was at work so she needed a extra hand for a little while.

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“Hunny, I’m home!” I yelled throught the hall as I opened the door to our house. Silence. That was all I got back. “Will I picked up some food on the way home, just for you babe” I yelled once again as I set my purse and the bag of food I bought on the table. Silence. What the hell?

“Will, babe? You home?” I said as I walked upstairs. “Will?” I sang. I walked up towards my bedroom. I slowly opened my door.  I screamed at the sight I saw infront of me. It was Will hanging from the ceiling fan, his life lifeless. I dropped down to the ground and cried my eyes out. I finally managed to pick myself and grab my phone.

*Ring* *Ring*

Ri- “Hello?”

" GABE, please come quick!” I yelled into the phone. He didn’t even respond.. He just hung up. I sat down and stared at his lifeless body.

“Why Will… Why? I loved you.. And you just.. Left me? “  I cried out, stared at his face. I stood up and slid my hand across his face, feeling his soft skin, which is now hard and cold, and grey. “I still love you baby, I made a promise, That no matter what happens, I will still know you love me, and I will still love you. ” I whispered softly, still staring at his grey face.  I soon heard running up my stairs.

“Y/N, Y/N! What Hap- Oh my god” Gabe said as he stared at his lifeless best friend. I ran over to Gabe and cried into his shirt.

“He’s gone.. And it’s my fault.. Because I left and wasn’t here for him..” I cried out. I looked up and noticed Gabe dialing the police, he told them about Will then hung up.

“Gabe, Don’t leave him up there any longer.. Please. ” Gabe nodded slowly and walked over to Will. He slowly untied the rope while sobbing, and slowly lowered Will's body. I sat on the bed and waited for the police. As I felt something vibrate next me,I looked over and found his phone laying there. I picked it up and saw he got a new tweet from twitter.

“You are the worst singer in the world. It’s called learn to breathe!!" I cried as a read all the other hate he got. It was their fault.

“Excuse me ma’am, but I will need that as evidence. ” Said a tall police man pointing at the phone in my hands. I hadn’t even noticed the men picking Will's body up and talking to a sobbing Gabe. I nodded slowly and handed him the phone.

“Ma’am, do you think you know what could’ve possibly caused him to want to commit suicide?”  I nodded.

“He had lately been getting alot of hate just a lot of diffrent things but it had made him down, and today him and his band had a show, and he… he messed up and from the looks of it on his phone, is still getting hate from it. And I left, which didn’t help, so he had to go through this by himself.”

By this time my face face was soaked with tears. The police nodded and walked away...

I just lost my love... my life.