Return To Paradise

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"oh the loser is in trouble" "AFTER SCHOOL SUSPENSION. STARTING NOW" "WHAT I HAVE.." "NOW" Anastasia pushed Brielle and Miley stepped forward worrying Anastasia as she ran off. "Miley. This is to do with my daughter" "I guess I will see you later" "get home safe" "I will."
When the corridor cleared, Shaun looked at brielle as she kept her face blank. "You need help" "no I don't" "you were shaking this morning. You don't socialise.." "why the hell would I want to socialise with people who have literally downgraded me for years.." "is this your problem" "oh fucking hell. My problem is stuck up people that get in my fucking face" "you are very tense" "no shit. You keep asking questions I don't want to answer and when I do, you make assumptions on my life. I don't need you doing that.." "BRIELLE.." "EVERY OTHER BASTARD DOES THAT" "ENOUGH" "GOOD. FUCK OFF" Shauns eyes widened as Brielle walked off and slammed the front door. 'this is enough' Shaun stormed out and looked around "GET IN THE CAR" "I WILL WALK" "GET IN THE CAR. NOW" brielle walked back to the car and got in. Slamming the door, brielle put her belt on. "You will clean this car until its spotless. You have no care.." "I HAVE NO CARE. AT WHAT POINT DID I SAY I WANTED TO SPEAK TO SOME BITCH WHO JUST MAKES ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT MY LIFE. I DIDNT.." "YOU NEED HELP" "NO. I WANT MY FUCKING PEACE" "IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT. YOU WILL GET IT. SCHOOL AND THATS IT" "FINE. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE ANYWAY" "I MEAN IT BRIELLE" "GOOD. KEEP THAT FUCKING BITCH AWAY TOO" arriving at home, Brielle got out and slammed the door again. "BRIELLE" "IM GOING TO MY ROOM AND FUCKING STAYING THERE" 'this is not what I wanted. I wanted to help her but it's only made her angry' Brielle ran up stairs and entered her room. Shutting her door and locking it, Brielle threw her bag on the ground.
"Mister arlington" "misses Simmons please come in" "where is Brielle?" "In her room. I will show you in" 'she would've locked her door' Shaun walked upstairs with Valerie. "I have dealt with many teenagers mister arlington. It's her way to get her own way" Shaun unlocked brielles door. "Valerie is here" brielle sat by her window not acknowledging anyone. "Your room is quite bare for a teenager. Were your items taken away from you" Shaun lowered his head as Brielle never answered. "Brielle, I'm not your enemy. Let's start again" 'my daughter isn't going to answer' "miss Arlington. I understand at this time in your life.." like a switch flicked, Brielle looked at Valerie with murder in her eyes "brie.." "UNDERSTAND? YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND SHIT. YOU GO BY A FUCKING TEXT BOOK. A FANCY FUCKING DEGREE. YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME. LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU. ALL MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE A FUCKING OUTSIDER. PUNISHED FOR SHIT MY SISTER AND MOTHER DID. SEGREGATED BECAUSE OF THEM AND THEIR CRAP. DEALT WITH STUCK UP BITCHES AND CUNTS AT MY SCHOOL BECAUSE THEY WANT TO ACT LIKE THE WORLD OWNS THEM SOMETHING. IT OWES THEM A FUCKING HOMELESS SHELTER. I HAVE MET MANY THAT STRUGGLE FINANCIALLY AND PEOPLE LIKE THAT, LIKE YOU WITH YOUR FANCY GUCCI BAG AND VACHERON WATCH.." Valerie swallowed hard "RUB IT IN THEIR FACE. PUT THEM DOWN. MAKE THEM FEEL SO SMALL WHEN IN FACT THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ARE RICH. THEY HAVE BEAUTIFUL HEARTS AND SOULS. THEY HAVE HOPE. I DONT WANT TO FUCKING SOCIALISE WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO THINK THEY KNOW IT ALL JUDGING THEM BECAUSE YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN. EVERY BIT OF INFORMATION YOU WROTE DOWN WAS YOUR OWN THOUGHT PROCESS. SO NO, IM NOT FUCKING JEALOUS, IM NOT GOING TO BECOME SOME HORNY TEENAGER AND GIVE EVERYONE MY ATTENTION. I KNOW WHAT I WANT. I WANT PEACE IN MY LIFE. I WANT TO COMPLETE MY EXAMS AND START MY CAREER. THAT'S WHAT I WANT. HOW DARE YOU COME IN HERE JUDGING ME OFF WHAT I HAVE. I DON'T CARE WHAT I HAVE MATERIALISTICALLY, IT MEANS SHIT TO ME. WHAT I CARE ABOUT IS THOSE WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME. THAT'S WORTH MORE THAN ANYTHING. NOW, I'M GOING TO SIT HERE LIKE I DID FOR MOST OF MY LIFE AND ENJOY MY PEACE BECAUSE ACCORDING TO HIM.." Shaun let his tears fall "THAT'S ALL I CAN DO. NOW LEAVE MY FUCKING ROOM AND GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE".
'i have nothing to say to that. She's just thrown everything at me and judged me like I did her' "I'm sorry Shaun. I'm done here" "he can go too" Shaun wiped his eyes as he walked out with Valerie. Without hesitation, brielle locked her door and walked into her bathroom. 'FUCK' Brielle hit her hands on the basin. 'im going for a long hot shower. I can't deal with this shit. Back on the island is where I'd rather be' removing her clothes, brielle turned the shower on and got in. Laying on the bottom of the shower with her feet against the glass, brielle let the water fall on her face.
'My daughter has never lashed out like that. All I tried to do was help her. Over and over again she mentioned she doesn't want people in her face and that's exactly what Valerie did. What I did. Instead of backing her, I cornered her in her room and that just blew everything up more. She holds so much anger in regards to her upbringing. She's right. She's never cared for materialistic items. I just hope I haven't lost her. She has exams next week and her mind will be running wild. I know she's in the shower. I can hear the water running. She's done that a lot. Just stays in there for ages. Maybe it's a way to calm herself down'.

Keeping her eyes on the stars, brielles eyes softened. 'i did this a lot on the island.. ugh I have to clean his fucking car. It's one a.m. yep' Brielle walked out and down the stairs. Entering the laundry, brielle filled the bucket with soapy water and walked out with the bucket and sponge. Not caring about what's around, Brielle unlocked her dad's car and started to clean it. 'I don't know why he doesn't just go to a fucking car wash'. Spending two hours cleaning Shaun's car until it was spotless, brielle walked back inside and locked not only the car but the front door. The light turning on, Brielle ignored it and walked to the laundry. 'its three a.m. what has..' Shaun lowered his head 'she cleaned my car.. AT THREE A.M' not caring where her father was, brielle jogged back upstairs and entered her room while Shaun's eyes watered. 'i told her to do it and she did it. She is supposed to be up in three hours. I didn't think she would and especially not at this time of night. I don't think it's a good idea that I go see her. She doesn't want to be near me right now'.

Packing her bag at six a.m, brielle made sure she had what she needed and walked out the door. 'was that brielle?' Shaun rushed downstairs and looked around. 'she can have the day off. She was up all night and no doubt didn't get sleep' "Brielle.." Shaun looked in the kitchen then walked back out. 'shes walking' Shaun lowered his head. 'i don't like this at all'.
Arriving at school, Brielle chewed on her banana not caring about anyone else. "Have fun getting in trouble?" Brielle kept walking ignoring Rachel and her friends "OH THE LOSER IS UPSET. NAWW.." "YOU LOT ARE FUCKED" "WHAT?" "THEY HAVE BEEN BY MANY OF THE TEAM. GROSS" "EXCUSE ME" "SEE YA".
taking a seat at her table, brielle pulled her books out and started her revision. 'one more week. That's all I need. Just one and then I'm done. No doubt I will have to work to go to university but I'm determined. I'm going somewhere in life and it's surely not with these fuckwits' "there she is" Brielle ignored Rachel, Jodie, Anastasia and Maya. "Oh what. No friends around?" "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER" receiving three hits to the head and her head slammed to the edge of the table, brielle stood up and grabbed her chair slamming it over Rachel's head then Anastasias. "I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU BITCHES. NOW FUCK OFF" "my head.." Rachel broke down while Brielle sat back down with blood rushing down her face. "what has.." "BRIELLE" worry ran through Orson as he looked at her head pouring blood. "BRIELLE?. SHE SLAMMED.." "YOU THREE FUCKING ATTACKED HER AND YOU EXPECT HER NOT TO FIGHT BACK?" "Is this correct?" "Yes sir" "brielle, we need to get you to the nurse".