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Justyn
"Hi im Mandalin, but you can call me Mandi" A brownskin girl said walking in.
Ain't gon lie she looked good as hell.
"Whats your name?" She asked, now sitting down.
"Justyn"
"Ok so just tell me a little about yourself." She said pulling out a note pad.
"Umm Im 21. Just recently lost my baby. Im in a situationship with its mom but ian feeling it no more."
"Ok and whys that" She said
"I just feel like our time is up. I mean I love er but being in love and having love for someone is two different things"
"Ok. Have you told that to her" She asked
"No. I just recently started feeling this way like a couple days ago" I answered
"So maybe the feelings that your feeling is coming from grief; and that's totally ok and normal."
"Yeah but she just complain too much. I never make her happy, I feel like my all ain't enough." I said
"Is that the reason you haven't been at your happiest?" She asked
"No. Well yes, thats one of the reasons. I just feel like I cant make nobody proud; I feel like me just being here is pointless." I said
"Your worth it Justyn. Don't have no one walking around bothering your peace. You tryna make everyone else happy but forgetting to put yourself first" She said making me lick my lips.
"How old you is?" I asked
"23" She said before writing something down.
"Ok is there anything else? What else is keeping you from being.. at peace?" She asked
"I really don't know."
"Maybe your baby?" She said
"Yeah. I think that just added on though. I was happy for her, I felt like her coming would've took all my problems away" I said just smiling at the thought i would've had a li girl.
"Im sorry that happened to you"
"Man ian tryna hear dat" I said shifting in my seat.
"Anything else?" She asked ignoring what I just said
"I really dont know where allis even coming from. I was just ok a couple days ago" I said
"Hmm. Maybe you think you was ok a couple days ago." She said
"Whatchu mean"
"Yes, emotions do leave and come outta no where but what it seems like is that their just now catching up to you. You've been feeling this way you just didn't know it. Something bad happening to you is just whats making you realize it" She said
"Im not depressed" I said mugging her
"I literally never said you were. Im just stating that these feelings aren't coming from no where. They were building up and you just got fed up"
"Youn seem professional" I said making her laugh.
"You gotta nice smile" I said smirking.
"Well thank you"
"Im actually really glad you came here.. you know it's really hard to get a male to express his feelings" She said
"Our next session can be Monday orrr Wednesday"
"Monday" I said fast as hell
"Ok.. heres my number if you wanna talk outside of our sessions"
"ight" I said getting up.
Back at home
Walking into my house hearing laughs n shit.
Going to the kitchen seeing the usual.
"Hey Justyn" I heard Lo ugly ass say.
"Wassup" I said, getting a juice.
"Where were you" Yahni asked walking up to me.
"Just needed a little space" I said staring at her.
Just thinking about the time I first caught feelings for her.
Shit died slowly.
"Oh..ok. My 20th coming up" She said following me to the room.
"Word whatchu wanna do" I asked
"Uhh ion know. I wanna go outta state though" She said.
"Mm"
Taking my clothes off before getting in bed.
"What's wrong?" She asked getting on top of me
Debating on if I should tell her or wait to see if I actually felt this way.
"Justyn"
"Oh nothing my bad" I said
"Ill be back" She said before getting off me leaving the room.
