The feeling of suffocation

the past of shari and charls

On a sunny day when shari was going to school and charls saw her for the first time while he was riding his bike .At that time charls when he met shari he was 28 years old and shari was 21 .Charls then started to bring chocolates, soda, candy everyday for shari and she fell for him

Shari grew up in a toxic household with 5 siblings , her elder cousin and her parents .Her dad was a man who always smoked and was always drank alcohol and her mother was always working so the boss of the house was their elder cousin fang. Fang was incharged of all the 5 kids and since he was alot older then them he would boss them around and punish them if they didn't listen. Fang was raised by his dad sister the mother of shari and was a womaniser.

Shar who was only 21 year old paying her own school fees being the only child of 5 siblings who finished school .She wasn't as pretty as her 2 sister but always got mistaken as her younger sister ali. Men would mistake her for her  younger sister and would touch her inappropriately. Ali was always dating someone new, flirting with guys .Shari liked that she was noticed by charls who was sweet to her, treating her nice not knowing that charls was married. Later on she finds out he's married but when she asked charls about it he said his wife didn't treat him right and left for America not knowing that the wife of charls had planned that she would first go to America and the charls would come later .Shari who was madly in love with charls  believed him .She was so inlove with him that she would do anything for him he was her first in everything her first love ,her first kiss, her first boyfriend the first man she has sex with but she wasn't his first and neither her last .Even tru all the hardship she loved him even if he treated her bad sometimes she still loved him even if he was having sex with other women she loved him she stayed no matter what .Maybe she just wanted to be loved and thought no other man would love her .She was so insecure and inlove that she didn't leave .No carles wasn't rich or that handsome she just loved the fact there was someone who can give her love .She kept thinking he would change that she could change him but he never did .Even when he wasn't a good lover .It's still unknown if he ever loved shari but seeing her cry he can't. Maybe he did change a little...