A regular of smash or pass.

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POV: Denver

As I was sitting next to my good friend, Tommy, on the bus ride home we had decided to play a good game of smash or pass. It had been going for a while and I eventually asked,
"Uhh how about Levi?" I laughed not thinking Tommy would say anything, and simply just be disgusted. Instead I was met with,
"Uh yeah like as a one time thing, maybe." He laughed, leaving me shocked. My eyes widened as  I stared at him. Analyzing what he had just said, I thought for a moment. Would it be so bad? No! Get that out of your head dumbass.
"What?! Thats so gross! I can't believe you!" I yelled, smacking him across the head.
"What? He's kinda hot, don't ya think?" Tommy said, with a anxious expression on his Face,
"Think about it. A one time thing."

I did. I did think about it. For a long time. I thought about in math class, and through the whole day. Even through the night. And eventually I got my answer.

"Fuck." I muttered under my breath, laying my head down on my desk. There was no way I could focus on my homework with this new "discovery"
Was it really surprising to me? That I would..what exactly would I do?! I quickly grabbed out my phone to text one of my good friends, Macy.

Me: hey Macy, I'm kind having a midlife crisis.

Macy: relatable. But what happened?

Me: I think that I might think feelings. Like for dudes I guess.

Macy: that's cool with me dude. But do you still like girls?

Me: yes? No...maybe?

Macy: look it's late, I'll talk to you tomorrow?

Me: yeah sure. I guess.

I sighed and looked at the time, it was pretty late. Almost 12 am. Way past my sleep schedule. I got up and flopped onto my bed, immediately feeling sleep wash over me.

(TIME SKIPS! The next day on the bus)

As I got onto bus, giving glance to Levi and quickly walking by, Tommy yelled from the back of the bus.
"HEY MORON! WHATS UP?" He smirked moving so I could have the window seat since he got off before me.
"I have something to confess." I lowered my head to face the window, as Tommy stared with curiosity.
"I..reconsidered that little game from Wednesday." I mumbled, and Tommy gave me a confused look but then quickly smiled, wondering what I meant.
"As a..one time thing." I groaned, leaning my head back to avoid his eyes as he screamed with excitement, immediately saying all types of inappropriate things.
"YOU WANNA FUCK LEVI BAR DOWN AND DIRTY DONT YOU? NO PREP HUH?!" This made me blush even more.  does this man how no sense of decency?! He's on our bus right now?! Does he know how loud he is? What the hell is prep?!
"Would you shut up? What are you talking about!" I yell back, quickly looking to see if Levi had noticed Tommy's yelling. Thankfully, he ignored it. Thank god. He and Tommy were sort of friends and often made some fucked up jokes whether it was a school burning or just random shit, if he found out. It would be bad.
"You're so in love with Levi bar~" he smirked shaking me around as his stop approached. He kept pestering me until the bus driver yelled at him to get off

"We'll talk later, lover boy." Tommy  laughed, running off the bus saying a quick bye to Levi, winking at me through their tiny goodbye. I gave a small smile, but it faded as I rested my head on the window. Could this really be just a funny game? Why did I get so embarrassed when Tommy said those things? Those weird things.

"You wanted to talk?" Macy said,  startling me as she moved to sit next to me. I thought for a moment, do I need to tell her? I don't think so. I already told Tommy.

"It's nothing haha, I was just kidding around." I laughed, but she seemed to know I was lying.

"You know you can talk to me about anything right?" She smiled, putting a hand on my shoulder, then looking away to finish the subject. All I could think about was just


Even if it was about Levi bar?

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