ONE (TW: Suicideattempt)

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Y/n POV

It was raining again, two more steps and I'll be falling off of this edge already.

It's hard to live all alone without any parents to support me for my studies and other stuff that I ended up working for myself.

It pains me as to how these people I work for treats me. All I did was work hard for them and yet they pay me less.

Crying my heart out as I stand here all alone not minding all those students and teachers  that's telling me to come down, refusing to ever listen to what they say, my pride is eating me up right now since I don't want to listen to anyone, not even to my two best friends, Chani and Bomin, who are now also wet from all this rain.

"Y/n-ah... Please, come down already!!!" Bomin said.

"Y/n-ah, listen to us please... Come down and let's talk this out!" Chani said while crying too.

"Y/n please... Listen to us!!!" Bomin retorted.

"Y/n it's us two already, so please don't do it!" Chani shouted.

'Don't listen to them... Only listen to me. They don't like you as they're friend, they only need you for their own show.' A voice inside me said.

'Who the fuck are you?' I ask irritated.

'The only one who understands your pain.' He replied.

"Y/n please! Whatever it is that your mind is telling you, don't ever listen to it. Its not true!" Bomin shouted.

"Bomin-ah... Chani-ah... Help me... I'm scared..." I said between my sobs.

"Don't be scared now, princess. We're both here for you." Chani replied.

"Get me out of here... Please..." I said while crying.

'Why are you suddenly asking for help? Were you that weak? I thought you were strong? Brave? Since your already here? Why don't you just jump off?' The gvoice inside me said-ask to me.

'Shut the fuck up!!! I'm not as weak as you, demon!!!' I replied.

"Let us hold your hand y/n, its okay... You'll be okay." Chani reassured.

'They will just let you die.' The voice said again.

I gave my hands to chani and both of them pull me and we ended up falling to each other with me facing chani and bomin behind me holding my head.

I stare at chani's eyes and saw the sparkle in them as if telling me that everything will be okay too.

I then passed out, the last thing I've heard is Bomin nd Chani's voice.













??? POV

I went back to our HQ annoyed,  this is already the 15th time that she tdied to commit suicide and it's bothering me as fuck already,  only if she could end her life already this job of mine will be as easy as it should be.

"Your back early. What happened this time?" Youngmin hyung ask.

"Its a hectic day for me hyung,  don't bother asking." I replied.

"Mian... Go ahead and rest." Youngmin hyung said.

"Nae, I will hyung." I replied.

As youngmin hyung walks away, I stood up from the couch and went straight to my bedroom. I kept thinking as to what's holding y/n back from jumping off earlier, I kept thinking until I came into a conclusion that it has to do with those fallen angels.

'Just what in the name of hell do they want from that innocent girl anyway?' I said to myself.


















A/n: Hope you like it.

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