kim seungmin- unrequited love

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in which y/n is dating someone else, seungmin is her best friend.
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"Are you gonna kick me out soon? Isn't Seo-jun gonna be here." Seungmin had been sitting on your bed for a while now, the two of you enjoying each other's company in silence. Except for the odd time that he'd just throw a pillow at you for 'fun'.

"Yeah, I messaged him but haven't heard back." You sighed rolling onto your back with your hands spread out, you were the one missing him but he never seemed to have time for you. You sat up leaning on your elbows staring at Seungmin, he caught your eye's on him and he got the hint. He sat up and waited for you to talk.

"It's been two months..." You mumbled, you hoped he would catch on so you wouldn't have to feel awkward about it.

"okay." He nodded before laying back down and looking at his phone. You rolled your eyes and snatched the phone from him, he got up and glared as you put his phone on the side table.

"I don't know what you want me to say? He hates me, He'd hate me more if i gave you advice." He shrugged, you nodded realising there really wasn't anything he could say to that. It's not like he could magically send your boyfriend here.

"You could just fuck yourself, oh wait let me guess 'daddy' doesn't want you touching yourself?" He let out the most irritating laugh as you yelled at him. You told him your kinks in confidence knowing he wouldn't judge, but that didn't mean he wouldn't tease you for it.

"Shut up, It's not only that. He's been going on alot of company trips and I can't help but feel like that's an excuse." You slouched back into the bed, Seungmin picked up on your body language and he stayed quiet. He moved closer to you so that your sides were next to each other.

"I know I'm not supposed to check his phone and I told him I trusted him but after the first incident, I just felt insecure." Seungmin hated being reminded of the first time he cheated on you. You were a mess for weeks, you didn't want to leave the house, you refused to eat all because that douche made you feel worthless. And Seungmin was the one to pick up the pieces not him.

"Why are you with him again?" He asked genuinely curious to what excuse you could make up.

"I love him Min..." He seemed to laugh at all of the most awkward moments, you just watched him end up tearing up while laughing at you.

"Sorry, It's just that you touched your earring when you said that." Your face looked puzzled, he stopped laughing so hard and reached his hand forward to move your hair behind your ear.

You couldn't help but stare at him, seeing him up close you couldn't deny how handsome he was. The way your friendship worked really amazed you, little to no effort needed to be put in for you to care about Seungmin. He was your other half. And you were his.

"Uhm, Y/n? You kinda spaced out but I was trying to say that you lie when you hold your earring." He felt a bit shy after noticing the way you stared at him. You were leading him on, even if you didn't know how he felt.

"Oh, I do?" Your phone buzzed, Seo-jun couldn't make it. You sighed deeply before looking at Seungmin. You decided to push your phone aside and jump up to bear hug him. He yelled out in shock as you held him tight putting all of your weight on him. You giggled before lifting your head, your chin rested on his chest, staring into his eyes. He smiled. You swore that smile could cure a million wounds.

"Stay with me yeah?" You asked resting a cheek against his chest, feeling him slowly give in to your embrace, his hands wrapping around your torso.

"You want me to spend the night?" He asked again, looking for reassurance as you turned your head to look at him again. You chuckled and moved up kissing his forehead gently before resting back down onto his chest.

"No, I mean stay with me forever...be beside me okay?" He was silent.

"I need my other half, my Seungmin." She yawned before drifting off, He felt her weight shift knowing she was out cold he cursed under his breath.

"You don't know what that means to me, Y/n."

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