skz oneshots

hwang hyunjin- idolised

fluff imagine!
in which hyunjin is just a regular college student and ur an idol, his idol.
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he loved being your little secret.

and he loved that none of your fans saw you like he did, natural.

He often found himself wondering what he did to deserve an angel like you. You're beauty was enough to make him feel so selfish. The way he worshiped you was a love you hadn't felt before, to him you were everything. Whether it was a mere image of you messing about in the kitchen and burning the muffins, or how you'd twirl around in a dress before choosing to wear it. The little things about you made him go crazy. He felt lucky to have you, let alone see you up close.

"Hyunjin-ah! stay still!" you did cameo's. But only of the most special people in your life. Your mom, your dad and him.

He fiddles with the small bracelet on your ankle, leaning further back into the couch with your legs on his lap. He smiled towards the camera, making your heart flutter. You loved waking up to him everyday and falling asleep next to him every night. Although you felt like you were a burden to him.

You'd leave right after breakfast and come home just in time for dinner. He was always there waiting like an excited puppy meeting it's owner for the first time over and over again. He was so pure and kind. He was full of love and life. And you were never around long enough to love him with the same passion back. Your job as a full-time idol, in a group, proved to be a challenge to your dating life. You couldn't go out without a mask and a hat, you weren't able to hold his hand down the street, you couldn't even hug him tightly incase a fan found you.

He reassured you. Made you feel all the more loved when you weren't around. He'd send messages of gratitude and support for your job, he'd even message you about his day at college and how studying without you was so hard. That didn't seem to shift your mind from the guilt eating at your relationship with him.

"얘야? You're not practicing?" You couldn't. You didn't want to waste any of the precious time and love he was giving you.

You smiled, inching toward him. You laid in his lap, inhaling his sweet scent. You wouldn't describe him as perfect, no matter how hard he tried. You saw him. He was clumsy, often had to replace your kitchen ware every time he danced while washing the dishes. He was easily distracted, never answered his texts you learnt that it was because he had found inspiration for a painting. He cringed at physical touch specifically in public, he made it known to you that he loved you but couldn't handle the intense and uncomfortable feeling in his stomach. He wasn't the quickest, never was a numbers type of guy. You wondered how he got into business.

"Forever?"

"Forever."

the words, so simple yet so powerful. it meant his soul would love you till it passed the light. you loved how he explained every detail of this word to you. you were his first, second and last love. no one would ever understand the way he made you feel, it was easy for someone to say that they felt loved.

Hwang Hyunjin made you feel utterly and entirely fervent.