Why Do I Love You so Much(Style South Park)

Monday Miracles

Stan's pov now

      I'm laying on my back looking up at my ceiling. It's 12:25am and I want to sleep I'm tired. But I want tomorrow to come slower. I don't want Monday to happen. I don't wanna face Kyle after what happened. Kyle hates me, probably. But why would he hate me? He kissed me first. I have nothing to worry about. I didn't kiss him, well I kissed back. He kissed me! He can't be mad at me for somthing he did. Right? I'll find out tomorrow I guess.

    "Stan! Wake up!" My eyes crack open and moms standing above me. I sit up and she walks out. I didn't plan an outfit yesterday. Whatever I basically wear the same thing everyday. Brown jacket and some sweatpants or jeans. I put those on and get ready for the rest of my day. Moms in the kitchen drinking coffee sitting at the table. Shelly's next to her. I forgot about Shelly these past couple days, "You took long to get ready," mom points out. 

  I shrug, "I'll just go now." 

"Have a good day Stan."

   The suns shining and it's warm out. I get my car and start driving to school. Of course I stop to pick Butters up along the way. We sat in silence listening to awful country music. Butters twiddled with his fingers looking nervous. I looked over to him, "What's wrong?"

  He looks at me, his big gray eyes full of worry, "Oh, nothing stan. Just don't wanna go to school today."

    He looks down again. I wasn't buying it but I'm gunna let it slide. If he doesn't want to talk, he doesn't have too. We reach the big yellow building and step out the car. Butters hurries off without me. I'm nervous as well, I sit next to Kyle in English. Thoughts of what he's going to act like fill my head. But I remember what I said this morning. He instigated the kiss, so it's not my fault. It's. Not. My. Fault. But, I did kiss back. Damit, now the blame can also be put on me, "Fuck," I kick a rock and it skids across the pavement. Inside people are in groups talking before 1st period. There's still 10 minutes till English so I might as well go there. When I got there Craig was there doodling, "Hey Stan," he greets.

   I sit down, "Hey Craig."

"You sound, I don't know. Somethings wrong," he says not looking up.

   He's good at reading people's emotions but doesn't have any for himself. This for some reason makes me mad, "There's nothing wrong Craig." 

  He looks up his expression showing signs of confusion, "What's gotten into you?"

     I glare, "Nothing," I end the conversation by putting in my air pods and turning on my music. Out the Conner of my Craig still has that look on his face, except its more annoyed them confused. I can hear the bell ring and take out out my air pods. I put them in my backpack and sit up. I freeze though when Kyle walks in. He looks at me and sits down stiffly. I continue to stare at him for the duration of the class. When it's over he rushes out but I stop him, "Kyle."

   He stops and sighs, "Stan," he shuts his eyes and turns towards me. I fiddle with my backpack strings, "About, the. Like... thing."

  Kyle stops me, "Don't apologize, it's my fault I kissed you. I'm so sorry, please can we just be SBF and try to forget. I don't want my stupidity to end our friendship," he opens his eyes, "Please," he pleads.

      I look up at him, His green eyes are glossy and his grip on my arm is tight. There's dark circles under his eyes. I just stare at his beautiful face, in a trance almost. The bell rings and we don't move, people push past us to go into English. I nod slowly. Now we'er the only ones in the hallway. He smiles and hugs me, I hug back. Him being slightly taller rested his chin on my head, "I'm sorry Stan," he whispers. 

   "It's ok," I whisper back. 

    Omg sorry for not updating this in so long. I didn't have any ideas for this chapter. But then I did :) tbh this is my favorite chapter I've written. ALSO I SAW THE FNAF MOVIE THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!Loved it anyway.. I have a great idea for the next chapter it involves Conan Grey. THANKS FOR READING BYEEE!