the hard reality

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I'm in the one room. Tubes and machines hooked up to my. I see William wrapping my wrist. He's pissed off. My eyes water. All of it was a dream. He never took me shopping. He never got me a dog, never did we have a kid. And never did we get married.

I look at him as tears run down my face. He looks at me and sighs.

"Haylee." He says. "Why'd ya do it?" He asks. "Why the fuck would you try and kill yur self."

He's yelling at me. I just want to go back to my fake reality.

I gulp as tears run down my face. Two days pass by. He comes in, cleans my wound, wraps it. Then leaves. Until finally I've had enough. I get up and I stagger. I go downstairs and I see him smoking a cigar in the kitchen.

"Haylee why the hell ya up. Get back upstairs." He orders

"No." I say

He flinches and puts out his cigar in the sink."Haylee, don't ya tempt me girl. Get yo ass upstairs now."

"I said no. Will." I hiss. "What. Are ya gonna rape me again. Are you going to take my whole life away. Or are you gonna beat me so bad I wanted to die?" I scoff. "What will. Really I'd like to know. What the fuck do you plan on doing."

He stays where he's at. He grabs my wrist and drags me to the bedroom. I start to panic as he tosses me to the floor. He undoes his belt and folds it.

"Ya wanna say that to me again?" He scoffs.

I glare. "Seriously. William I wish I never fucking met you." I say.

He stops and stares at me. I see his heart breaking in his eyes. He clenches the belt and hits me across the face with it.

"You wanna die so fucking bad?" He scoffs. "I told you I was gonna take ya fucking foot if ya ever did me wrong." He says as he grabs my ankle and starts dragging me outside. The snow makes my skin cold.

He drags me to the brown shed and grabs an axe. I flinch as I Tremble.

"Wait will, stop please." I beg.

But he doesn't. He kicks me and without hesitation he swings the axe and my foot goes away. But not just my foot. Part of my leg.

I gasp and scream in pain. He throws the axe and glares at me. I'm sobbing now.

He goes to leave but feels my small hands slip into his. He stops and turns to see me. Tears run down my face as I cry

"Please.. I'm sorry.." I say as I hold his hand. My ankle is bleeding a lot. "Please.. will.. I love you.. just s..stop this.. please.." I beg him through sobs.

He stares. I see something in his eyes. Reconsidering. He's reconsidering what he did. He sighs and grabs my arm. He pulls me up and picks me up. He carries me inside and he starts to tend to my wounds.

I'm sobbing in pain as he does so.

Once he's done he stands and stares at me. He grabs my jaw and forces me to look at him.

"Tell me you love me Haylee." He says coldly.

I gulp and nod. "I.. I do love you.. will.." I say.

He lets go of my jaw and pats my head. "Good girl. Now ya gonna stay here until I say so. If ya need the bathroom it's over there." He points to a closet that I've never opened. There must be a small bathroom in there.

He walks out of the room.

I start to contemplate things. He didn't even hesitate to cut off my foot. But he also didn't hesitate to patch me up.

I love him. And maybe. Just maybe he'll go back to the living man he was before.

Maybe.

An entire week passes by. Until finally one night he comes in. He picks me up. I was sleeping. I start to slowly wake up. I groan as I rub my sleepy eyes.

"Shh." He says as he brings me outside to his truck."babygirl, ya gonna listen close." He says.

I gulp and nod slowly as I try to focus.

"Haylee, we're going on a drive. If you disobey anything I tell ya to do. Then I'll kill ya."

My eyes widen and I gulp and nod quickly.

He nods and starts the truck. We get on a road and he tells me the first thing he wants me to do.

"Spread yur legs." He says. And I do so. "Good girl."

His hand slides to my vagina as he rubs it. I tremble and moan softly. He rubs a bit faster and I notice his dick getting hard.

"Haylee. I want ya to come and ride me." He says.

And I don't protest. I slip my underwear off and I get on his lap. I undo his belt and I pull his dick out. I gulp as I go to put it in.

"Wait." He says as he holds me . He pulls the truck over and parks it. He leans his seat back as he does this he slowly lowers me on his dick. I gasp and moan softly. I start to move back and forth.

I'm riding him.

He moans softly. After a few minutes he cums inside me. And I cum too. He puts his dick away. But he keeps me in his lap. After a long while I start to fall asleep.

"Stay awake." He tells me. But I struggle and give into the sleep. "Haa.. Haylee. How far will you go?" He asks as he parks the car and gets out.

I hear something and he gently picks me up.

I flinch and my eyes open. He rubs my back. "Shh.. it's ok," he says. "I ain't gonna hurt ya."

For a moment. I thought I was dreaming.

"Haylee. I told ya I'd kill ya." He says. "But you've gotten yurself into a pickle." He sets me down and stares at me. "I'll let you choose. Stay with me. Or stay out here. Ya only got one foot and your naked in the snow."

I gulp. "With you.." I say. He nods.

"Good girl."

We need up back home and I lay in bed. I start to rethink how I got here. Then I hear him.

"Babygirl, you know I love you." He says. I nod. "So all I do, is for you."

"I know.."I say.

"I know being drunk ain't no excuse. But I did cut yur foot off so ya won't leave me. And I only hurt ya that time because I felt you'd leave me. I don't want ya to be alone. And tonight, what I had asked ya. Proved that you'll stay. So I won't go round hurting ya no more. Ya go it?" He asks as he cups my cheek. I nod. "Good. Now get some rest."

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