did i exist before ?

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BI04

in your dictionary
my presence is defined as wind
in your memory
all I did there was fly by
floating, looking for a place
to live

no space left
all of it was already filled
with the people you find
not as unlovable as me

I wonder
was my presence
unappreciated?
or did you take
me for granted?

no, the real question is supposed to be;
did I even exist?
not only in your memory
but other too
they have forgotten
for how insignificant I was

my voice volumes,
slow or out loud
did not justify any difference
that when silence
became the best option

myself that you have forgotten,
yourself I long to remember
we buried ourselves
with the rotten promises we made

by aim
30 October

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for the one,
once i care

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