It was 12 in the night. I was sitting on my phone. It sounds like everyone is sleeping. It is completely silent.
Then the tears came. I don't want to be here. I don't want to go to that school. I do not want to. I DO NOT WANT TO.
I just cried and cried. The shirt was completely wet. My mascara has run down like a river.
Then I hear the door to my room open, I quickly look up from my knee. There stands Chris. He just looks at me for a few seconds but then he slowly goes up to me. He sits in my big bed and hugs me. (It was kind of awkward for a second). I try to keep it in but when he asks what happened it just keeps coming more and more. He calms me down enough that I can talk. I explain everything that had happened.
When I was done, I start crying again. He continues hugging me. Then I look up at him. His eyes were red. Then I notice that he is also crying a little bit. Then I notice that I will probably be sent back to the children's home. I lay in his lap and say: Please don't send me back. He looked at me kind of sad. He says:
Yn we will never send you back. I know you've only known us for two days but mom have told us how those staff members there treated you. You are apart of our family now.
Before I can say anything Nick comes into the room screaming he says: WE GOT 5 MILLION SUBSCRIBERS.
When he comes in and sees what has happened, he stops screaming.
Chris says they should talk outside and he's going to pick Matt up.
Chris: We're in my room if it's something. Don't be afraid to come if there is anything. We'll be there soon okay.
Yn: Okay.
