ZYRIELLE GRENVILLE GAUCHE POV:
Madami pang naka sulat doon sa diary ni Keir,isa na dun ang "𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑤 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 2 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒, 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑚 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔..
𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑤 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 2 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝐻𝐴𝐻𝐴 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑦. 𝐴𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑛𝑎 𝑖 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑤 𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑛𝑦𝑎,𝑖 𝑏𝑒𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑧𝑦."
at ang "𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑖 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡,𝑎𝑠 𝑖 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖 𝑘𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑡, 𝑠𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑎 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ..ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝑎𝑑"
And specially the " 𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒... 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑢𝑟𝑒"
As i read those letters, my tears begun to shed and can't stop my self not to smile.
I keep on reading his diary until i've reach the end saying "𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒.. 𝑖 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎 𝑠𝑎𝑏𝑖ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑢𝑛𝑖 𝑔𝑢𝑛𝑖 𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑘𝑜 𝑡𝑢𝑙𝑎𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑎 Schizophrenia. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔...."
" I'm such a fool! Bakit ko sila pi paniwalaan?! Ang tanga ko!
W-why are they doing this to me? Am i a bad friend? Ano ba ang nagawa kong kasalanan sa kanila para pagtaksilan ako?!! I killed the man i loved because of them... I'm so stupid" saad ko at humagulgol hawak hawak ang diary ni keir.
May iniabot din silang papel na medyo luma na, it's a letter and nadoon ang sulat nya para sakin and it says
"𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑧𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒,
𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑒,𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠, 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖 𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑎.. 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑑,𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑎 𝑔𝑎𝑛𝑢𝑛 𝑑𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑤𝑎 𝑘𝑜 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦? 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑧𝑦,𝑖'𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑦. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑘𝑎𝑠𝑖 𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑘𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑎 𝑘𝑎𝑦𝑎 𝑑𝑖 𝑛𝑎 𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑜 𝑛𝑎𝑔 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑔𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑎 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝐻𝐴𝐻𝐴 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑧𝑦, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑖 𝑎𝑚 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑖 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒, 𝑖'𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑."
I keep on crying while reading those letters, all the memories flash back as reading those and remembered him and our promise. Yes, we made a promise and tinupad ko iyon, kaya ayaw kong magka syota because hinantay ko din sya but i wasted it, i murdered the man i've been waiting for,the man i loved and missed for years.
I'm sorry for everything keir.. I'm sorry.. I love you so much. Ipinapangako ko na pagbabayaran nila ang ginawa nila saatin, I'll give you and my self justice...
—𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑫—
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