Him

No control

The next day I avoid trying go to sleep in any kind of way . I refuse to have dreams like those ever again . Every blink of an I have hallucinations of Roman in my mirror , in the shower , even when I going out for a jog .

Right now I was on my way to see Harry . i really didn't have time to go change out of my jogging clothes . He was begging me to  spend time with him . I think he was scared to leave me in places alone for a while . I couldn't blame him . I almost died . I would do the same thing if that was Harry .

I walked up at Harry's and he was out side waiting for me at the door , I ran into his arms .

"Hey babe" Harry said kissing my forehead .

" hey " I said .

"Have you been okay " Harry asked looked at me .

" yes I've been okay , sorta "

" I hate that your having sexual dreams about him , and he's enjoying every second of it " .he said . " it should have been my blood " Harry whispered . He had a cheeky smirk on his face . I finally realized in what he was saying. I bet my cheeks were on fire .

" but who needs dreams and hallucinations when I can do it in reality ." Harry said nibbling on my neck . I soft moan comes from my mouth .

"Can we go inside please ." I said whispered . " I don't need my mother pulling up seeing the neighbor sucking on my neck ." I laughed . he chucked against my cheek . Harry guided me inside only to be throwen against the couch and him onto of me .

Harry started kissing up and down my neck . He slipped his hands shrit and started touching my chest . His lips went down forth and forth until it stop at my belly button . Harry was giving me love bites everywhere . it felt amazing . he took of my shrit and I took off my shoes . he also did the same . I rubbed Harry's tone tattoo body while I kissed his soft , pink lips

" are you a virgin lucy ?" Harry lips mumbled under mines . should I tell him the truth ....

"No" I said . Harry stopped and stared into my eyes .

" don't lie to me ", he said strictly . he must have read my mind .

" y-yes , I a-am" I stuttered . " I'm sorry" I said .

" babe what are you apologizing for ?" Harry said

" for not giving you what you want when you want it " I said looking down at my chest .

" I don't care bout that love , it shows me how pure you are . I like that . "Harry said kissing me again .

One day , and soon I will give my self Harry. I feel like he deserves more of my body . he risk alot to keep me safe .

Harry continue touching my body and kissing me . He took his pants off and started grinding up and down against Me . it was fire lighting up down in my area . I couldn't control my on going moans . Harry moaned a little and it was like angel in my ears .

His manhood grinded up and down my center till I felt a twitch . Harry fangs came out and his eyes were red .

" Harry are you okay " I asked catching my breath .Harry lowerd his head against my neck and I felt his fangs slowly enter my neck .

"Harry d-dont "I said . he didnt listen , he only sanked his fangs deeper and deeper into my neck .

" Harry please , s-stop I'm begging you" I cried . I tried to push Harry off of me , but he pushed me down harder . Harry started drinking roughly from me . it hurt so bad . I felt my blood slowly ooz down my back as he drink from me .

"Harry STOP" I yelled , that's when Harry flew across the room , hitting his back really hard .

I got of the couch , putting my clothes back on quickly . For the first time I was actually ... Scared of harry .

" H-harry ...." I said quitely.Harry looked up with a smuggling look on his face . He had blood all around his mouth and his eyes were still red . black veins appears above his bottom eyelid . He looked angry . Harry got off the wall and came rushing towards me with vampire speed .

He pinned me up against the wall and rushed his fangs into my neck again .
I started screaming and begging for him to stop . Harry got off of me and back off me . I fell to the ground weak .

Harry shook his head and growled . he kept repeating . control , control . He sounded frustrated . Harry look up at me and his eyes turned back forest green , than back to red . It look like Harry was fighting with him self .

" lucy run ! Go " Harry said still fighting with him self . He was on the ground trying to catch his breath .

I tried to grab his and but he back away to the next wall . " dont touch me , I said go " Harry said .

"Har-"

" GOD DAMN IT LUCY , GO ! LEAVE !", Harry said angrily . his face frown with angry his eye still red and fangs vicious as ever.

I ran out the front door all the way to my house . I ran into the house and slammed the door shut .I slid on the down all the way down to my bottom . I lefted my knees up my chin and started crying .

That was the most horric experience I ever had with harry . Harry couldn't control him self . I could tell he was fighting with himself . it was half of him didn't want to hurt me and the other half did . I shook my head and wiped my tears away .

I went into the bathroom and shut the door behind me . I looked at the bite i had on my neck . i lightly rub my fingers against the two holes in my skin . I got a rag out of the cabinets and started to clean my bite . I wiped all the blood off my neck and lower.

"I told you he couldn't control it " the voice said . instantly I knew who voice it was .

I looked up at the mirror to see Roman with a dumbass smrik on his face. I looked behind me to see if any one was there but no one .I looked back at the mirror to see Roman still there .

"Leave me alone " I said.

Harry is out of control . he has very bad blood lust and when his around you . He can't control it . he has no control . he could have killed you know . like that . he snapped his fingers.

"Shut up "I yelled . Roman banged on the window . I jumped back

" one day Harry will drink you alive . he will no stop . doesn't matter how much you beg for mercy . Harry will not stop . utterly impossible . " Roman said sternly

"You know nothing " I said . that's when roman came out the mirror and stood in front of me . I gasped, whole body shook . I didn't want to look into his eyes so I turned my head .

Roman bent down to my level and came close to my ear .

"you'll see .... You'll see "

"Lucy honey are you in there " my mother said on the other side of the door . I look up to see Roman not there anymore . and opened the door .

" my god , lucy are you okay ." it look like you've seen something you didn't want to see " she said holding my face .

You have know idea .