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What a shot

Later on that evening Harry kept talking to me about seeing my father .

" lucy , this is crazy " Harry said following behind into the room .

" Harry next week , I'm going and your not going go stop me " I said

" listen , Roverswood is a far more worst than this town . It's basically runned by him . Lucy ive seen things that his done and it is sick , what zayn said , he was right .  image what he'll do to you , when you pop up and say , Hi im your daughter lucy winters ." he said .

" Harry all I'm just  getting answers from him . that's all I need . It's not like I'm going to live with him " I sighed

" Since you've been here , you've been looking for answer , You just need to learn this is not the answer you want   especially from him .

" Your right I have been looking for answers , and each one I search for I find . I need to hear this from not from a book or anyone ."

" lucy you could be putting you mother to risk " he said . " my mother is far away,  he's not going to get to her and she not going to know about it ." I said. Harry was about to say something again and than I just snapped.

" I'm going to see him and that's final !" I yelled at him . Harry took a moment and sat on the bed and put his head down .

" fine " he said . I looked at him surprised . " but your not going alone , the group will come and thats  final" he said looking at me. " You dint have to come with me if you don't want to , its to dangerous remember " I said

" I want to come , I want to because I love you " he said .  Harry leaned over and kissed my cheek . I was just about to kiss him until niall walked in .

"Aye , um . the rest of us is going to go, Lydia and Hanna is gaining there color back . Roman said his going to stay " he said to Harry .

" okay . " Harry said ." why does he have to stay,  take him with you " I said .  " I'm not leaving " Roman yelled from the living room . I huffed and landed flat on the bed .

" alright lad " Harry said . niall nodded and walked out of my room .
" You really don't like him " Harry chuckled ." yeah I don't he used me , when I thought he was really dying ", I said thinking back to that night

" Yeah , I beat his ass for that  , motherfucker " he mumbled the last part  . I started laughing and he did the same  .

"I wanted to ask why did you attach Lydia ." Harry said . I sat up and looked at him . It was strange to talk about this go him . The things she was saying were disgusting .

" disgusting like how " he said . I huffed .

" she said that you guys had sex alot before we meet .And that you would do it again with her and she said that she misses you and your long cock " I said rolling my eyes " but I didn't let her finsh the big cock part " I said . Out of nowhere Harry started laughing his ass off . I looked at him while he held his stomach and his dimples pop out . It was the cutest thing ever .

" what is so funny " I said chuckling .

" Its the fact that Lydia said that we had sex  . I would never have sex with her she had like 90 something cocks in her mouth . " Harry said laughing again . I smiled in relief that they didn't do it .

" she must be jealous of you cause I love you and I have sex with you " Harry said rubbing my thigh I started blushing and smiling . god the way he makes me feel .

We heard knocks on the door again . I looked at the clock and it was 8:05  .  It must be Ryan . I got up noticed Roman got to the door before I could . Ryan looked at me as why is Roman here .