Harry and his sanity

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Harry POV

I stared at the ceiling wondering why are these women still in my bed. One laid on my right and the other laid on my left. Naked and restless. I don't think I have to go into details about the events that happened last night. Vampire sex was good but it's nothing compared to human and vampire.

Lately, to take my mind off things, I've been making clothes and having fashion shows and singing. It's a talent that I have always had but now I have made it known. I have become very famous and wealthy. Billion dollar vampires and humans come and see me and my fashion from all over the world. But still, it doesn't change my ways.

3 years I haven't seen her, smelt her, talk to her. I miss her so much. I wish I never worked in this business. It destroyed my happiness. I don't care what anyone has to say. I loved that girl. If things wouldn't have happened so fast that day I would have saved her.  I wish I could have changed a lot about that day. The last thing I want to do was lie to her. I was going to tell her sooner or later what I was doing. But apart of me feel like it wouldn't have changed anything.

" Styles are you crying ?" One the girls said.

" GET THE FUCK OUT" I yelled. Both girls immediately jumped up and ran out my bedroom door.

I was crying, I cry almost every day because I know she's dead and there is nothing I can do about it. I know my friends want to help but I don't want them getting hurt.

since she has been gone. I have kept a list of people I have killed. The list is very long. I don't mean to kill these people but it keeps me sane. I know it should crazy but what can I do. I'm a vampire. All the human I have soaked in these past few years has made me very strong. No ones dare to try me.

If I ever crossroads with Roman again, I will be sure to kill him.    without a doubt
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As I walk through the halls of work, I notice I see none of the guys, not even Ryan

"Hey, have you seen Liam, Louis, Niall, Zayn, and Ryan, " I said to my assistant who was absolutely terrified of me. I mean everyone is now days

"U-um I don't k-know sir, I haven't s-seen them all morning" her hands shake. I stare at her for a while wondering why she is so nervous and jumpy.

"Shit I need a new assistant " I whisper to myself while walking away. I check all their offices and it was empty, Where the hell are these fools?
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I walked to the back of the building and continued to ask people have they seen them. Finally, somebody told me they went in the wood behind the building. So many things were running through my head.

I walked to the back of the wood and seen a glimpse of Louis. I walked further to see Ryan and all of them, standing in a circle, chanting a spell.

" what the hell !" I yelled. I was furious I told them to leave this witch shit alone. They completely ignored me and continued chanting some spells. I was close to pulling them apart but suddenly a big ball of light flashed out of nowhere making me fly back. I looked up to see a portal forming. The book they had in the middle said 5 hours exactly and started to count down.

They all stop, surprised at what they had created.

" are you insane! " I shouted

Zayn stared at me one last time before jumping into the portal. My eyes widen and ran up to the portal. I tried stepping over the salt but I was flashed back. The guys made their way towards the portal

" please don't" I yelled

" we're going to help you styled, " Ryan said, " what is that suppose- " I couldn't get my sentence out because he jumped in the portal as well and the others did the same

I looked at the book and it was still counting down. They have 5 hours to get the hell out of there. I had this bad feeling in my gut. I was so angry that they would go behind my back and basically commit suicide. I tried over and over again to get inside the circle of salt but I couldn't.

Zayn pov

I walking to the portal and immediately stepped into the snow. I saw a trail of blood on the white ground. The scent was very familiar. The rest of the guys walked out of the portal and eyes dropped to what I was looking at. I smirked because I knew, they knew, I was right all along. They were still speechless as they followed me through the trail

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After I think 2 hours of walking, from a distance we saw a cabin. My eyes widen and immediately started running to it. The guys followed behind telling me to wait for them but I couldn't, I have been waiting for this for 3 years. To prove them wrong, to help harry. Once I got to the door I started banging on it really hard.

"Lucy! Lucy are you in there" I yelled. Nothing but silence.

" hold up Zayn, we don't know what's in this world , this could be the wrong cabin, " Louis said

" yeah we lost the scent of blood hours ago man" Liam went on

I continued to bang on the door, and it was no answer. Something in me went off and I start banging on the door violently, sliding down in my own shame ... crying.

I saw the grief on Ryan's face

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I saw the grief on Ryan's face. I have put him through a lot. Knowing that he may not see his maker or his closest friend haunts him. I know it. Liam bent down at my level and placed his hand on my shoulder.

" Maybe it wasn't meant to be mate"

" we can help Harry on our own yeah, there is five of us. We have known him for a really long time " Niall agreed.

It took me a minute to say anything. But before I could get anything out, the lock on the door jiggled. I got up immediately backing up for anything that could be there.

The door flew open and I have seen something I didn't think I wouldn't ever see... ever.

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