this story is based on the time where coronavirus started.
Pov Jisung:
I fell like shit to be honest. Everything was going perfect but out of the nowhere this shitty virus had to ruin everything.
It's been 5 weeks since the coronavirus started. First a few people got infected the more and more till they shut everything down. Everybody was told to stay at home. Mall's, cafes, restaurants, Swimmingpools and every shit that comes to mind, everything is closed.
Everything is boring. I feel bored, well... not so much with the company of my fiancé. Fiancé? Yeah my fiance Minho. Let me tell y'all about it.
Minho and I were dating since college, it's been 4 years. After 4 years he proposed to me and I of course said yes. We been engaged for 6 Months and after being engaged for 2 months I got pregnant. Jep how cliche do u want to be, right?
We planed our wedding. Everything was ready. Everything should be perfect.
but instead everything got downhill...
Our wedding was canceled.
Jup and who do we blame? coronavirus. when i found out last week i first tried to suppress it, tried to stay strong but somehow it got to me. Minho asked me plenty of times if i was okey and i always said i was fine even tho i saw how sad he was either.
I wasn't fine i was horrible. I was dreaming for this day for years. I had everything. the dresses, the location, the cake and invitations, i had EVERYTHING, the only thing that left was just to wait but the virus had to take it all away from me, well from us.
here I am sitting on my and minhos bed, having a break down. Minho had to do some emergency grocery and i didn't want him to see me like that. I just didn't want him to worry.
I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I was tired of hiding how i actually feel. I don't want to smile when i'm truly sad.
Minho always said that I shouldn't stress myself because of my curent situation being pregnant. Minho it the most friendly and caring person I know and ever meet and i wish i could cry in his arms and tell him how frustrated i fell about this situation but i couldn't because maybe he was as sad as i am and i don't want to bother him.
Pov author:
Jisung was sitting comfortably on the bed, facing the window gazing the beautiful stars in the sky. He was so much in his thoughts that he didn't hear the front door being opened.
Minho was startled at the darkness that he meet when he opened the door. He walked into the livingroom and kitchens but no where was his fiancé to be seen.
‚maybe he was sleeping'
he thought but when he came closer to the bedroom he saw light shining through the door. when he got inside he saw jisung siting on the bed not facing him.
„Jisung, darling?" he called for him.
That of course startled Jisung. He quickly got up and wiped his tears away.
„o-ow hey min, I didn't hear you come in, are you hungry? let me warm so-„ He was making his way past Minho but stoped him by grabbing his arm.
„is everything alright? you were crying earlier?" he asked jisung with a soft tone. Minho placed jisung infront of him and hold him by his shoulders.
„yeah everything is oke-„ he was cut off again by a sigh that left minhos mouth.
„jisung look... no lying your know i don't like that. we build our relationship with trust, so if there's anything that bothers you or upsets you don't hesitate to tell me, okey? you know i wont judge you." he finished.
These words hit jisung like a brick. why was he so stupid to keep all this to himself when he had fiancé who cared so much for him. he lowered his head and that's when he broke down. The tears he was holding for a few minutes was screaming down his wet-dry cheeks. he started sobbing.
„I-I didn't want to worry you in anyway... I tried so hard not to bother you-„
„no no no no, how come you think that you could ever bother me ji? you could never... come here" he pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back softly.
„now tell me, what makes your so sad hmm?" he asked but that made jisung cry even more.
„I-I worked so hard a-and i had everything i wanted, i dreamed s-so long for this one day and everything has t-to get ruined by this stupid virus. I was supposed to get m-married in a month but now everything i-is trowen away." he cried in minhos arms. A guilt washed over minho for not realizing earlier, how his fiancé was feeling about all this.
„I'm so sorry angle. im sorry i wasn't there earlier, i didn't know that this bothered you so much." he caressed jisung back.
„w-was it not bothering you?" jisung asked when he looked up, meeting minhos eyes.
„wha- of course it bothered me. I was mad and sad. you know your not the only one who dreamed about this day. i was also waiting very long. but after some time i saw the things the other way you know? as long as i have my beautiful jisung and our little bean here nothing can bother me." he responded and kissed jisung forehead.
„your r-right" he said and hugged minho tighter.
„I know it upsets you but we already got through a lot of things and we're not going to let this situation gut us down. together we're strong and hey waiting a bit more wont hurt us right. I'm here you're here and that's what's matter." he tried to brighten him up more.
„yes i guess i can wait a bit more, im sorry i kinds sound selfish by only thinking about the wedding." he said while wiping away his tears.
„hey that's okey at least it was something you dreamed of for a long time. actually im sorry for not seeing how it got you so down." he gave him a short but lovely peck on the lips.
„thank you that's exactly what i need right now." jisung said while hiding his face in minhos neck.
„yeah same goes her-„ minho was cut off when a funny sound left jisung stomach.
„ow look at that someone is hungry." he teased when he kneeled down to tickle and kiss jisung little baby belly.
„ow shut up and let me get to the kitchen." he said after finally freeing himself from minho and running off to the kitchen.
„hey no running!"
a/n: it to me so long and i was so lazzy in the end so dunno if it was good or not.
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