Make Me Yours

Chapter 19

Genevieve POV

"....or I'll gladly do it for you."  He growled.

My mouth hung, slightly open. No one has ever spoken to me like that. Have to say I was a bit turned on.

"Genevieve, is it that you don't want me?" He asked a bit hesitantly, as if he was afraid of my response.

I thought about it for a second, I understand that I've been through a lot here and how difficult we started out but I'm sure I wanted my mate. Even my mom's ridiculous plan couldn't stop this, my feelings.

"Of course I want you." I whispered. "It's just....just that we're both from two different places. This was unexpected, finding you wasn't apart of the plan. I have a lot going on, and I'm not a good person." I confessed.

"I don't care about our differences, I have alot going on too. But I want to try Genevieve."  He sighed. "You're making it difficult."

"I know, nothing good comes easy I guess." I shrugged.

He chuckled a bit, "let's start over, please." He suggested.

"Okay," I nodded. "I'm, um, I'm sorry about your family." I struggled to say. "I know that I passed my place."

I don't know what came over me, but I regret what I did and said to his mother.

"I think she's the one your supposed to apologize to, mate," he smiled.

"I like when you call me that." I blushed. "About your earlier question," i cleared my throat. "I alway sleep in my wolf form." I admitted.

"Why?" Curiosity twinkled in his eyes. "I'm not saying anything is wrong, I just want to know. Plus no one will hurt you here, so there's no reason to be on high alert."

"Um, well...before my dad passed away, he used to sleep with me in his wolf form." I smiled at the memory. "He used to do it because that was the only way I'd sleep throughout the night. He did everything to make me happy." It was one of my most precious and happiest moments, Yet the tears filling my eyes weren't tears of joy.

"He passed away when I was only 12,
years before my shift. Losing him left me all alone, I had my mom but she was barely even there when dad was alive. I grew distant and angry at  the world, I became an awful person and growing with my mom didn't make it any better." I broke down and wept. I didn't even realize he was now sitting beside me holding my hands supportively.

I felt the need to continue, this was something I needed to get off my chest. "Mom didn't even talk about it, I think this is the first time since he died I talked about him to anyone. She would just drink and allow me to do anything I wanted. She wasn't a good parent." I sniffed. "He was the only family I had. My parents weren't mates so when he passed away his death only affected me. Mom moved on the day after his funeral."

"I shifted when I turned 16, and after that I've only ever slept in my wolf form. It's the only way I get to feel close to him." He wiped my falling tears and pulled me to his lap, I was now straddling him.

"My only wish is to have one more time to see my father. To lay with him. I wish  he could see my wolf. Even if it's only for a second." Klyen stayed quiet, I sense he wasn't uncomfortable, just that he wanted me to speak freely.

I opened up to someone. I was finally able to speak about the passing of my dad after years of keeping it in. I barely even talked about it with Ronnie, who only wished I did.

I needed to change the conversation, I didn't want him to pity me. "What are you even doing here?" My tone was soft and broken.

"I was worried about what happened earlier, I needed to make sure you were okay." He mumbled not letting me go. "But we'll talk about that later." He added.