Today was just a normal day like usual everyone is sleeping aside ...
Blitz he cant sleep at all cause he always had a nightmare every NIGHT "ugh... Fu!k!"blitzø scream out loud"why tf theses nightmare keep showing up?!"
Blitzø try to sleep agian but his nightmare start to begin agian
......"What?"...
Said blitzø he look around."sh!t sh!t!!!! Not this agian pleas no!"
A voices start to echoes
USLESS
FAILURE
MISTAKE
GO D!E
"NO NO NO NO NO!"
Then suddenly he heard a voice
"Always a mess!gosh i wish you are not my brother blitzo!"
Blitzø look backwards.
"B-barb"
He said with his voice broken.
"W-wait!I-im s-sorry pleas give me another chance!"
Blitzø begging his sis.
"Another chance?"Brab said angrily "ANOTHER CHANCE?!?"
Brab shout out"DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE SECOND CHANCE???"Brab grab blitzø by his necklace "YOU DONT F!CKING GET IT!"
"YOU?!?OH DONT MAKE LAUGH"
Brab laugh.
"B-brab" blitzø said with is broken voice.suddnly he heard another voice
"Sir"
"M-mox?"blitzø trun around.
"How funny"mox said in emotionless tone."Im not gonna lies YOU are the WORST"
"W-what?"blitzø was shocked
"No no t-this is not a same nightmare no no no no!!"blitzø voice start to get more broken
"Your asshol! Always worrying abt your self and you did not care abt another ppl feel!alway get in ppl business gosh blitzo you are FUCKED UP"
Then the voice start to echoes again
"USLESS"
"MISTAKE"
"FAILURE"
"GO DIE"
"NO ONE CARE ABOUT YOU"
"SELFISH"
And the word that hit hard the most....
"No one care about you and never will"
After the voices stop blitzø woke up.
"Ah!"
Blitzø scream out loud
And then he noticed that was out of the dream like every time but something's was different.
This time the voice wont stop echoing in blitzø mind.
He tried to ignore it but it just ending up getting worst.
At I.M.P everyone noticed that blitzø act different than normal.
"Blitzø are u okay?"Mille ask.
"Oh uh yeah i-im fine"said blitzø.
Everyone in the office known that is not ok at all.
Moxxie start the conversation agian."uhm sir you look...pretty down is anything alright?"moxxie ask.
Blitzø doesn't want anyone to worried about him so he rejects."No mox im ok seriously im fucking ok"blitzø start to raise his voice up"im just worry sir why you always need to raise your voice EVERY FUCKING TIME"Moxxie rolled his eyes.
"Oh for satan sake moxxie stop being so annoying 1 min will ya? gosh"blitzø said angrily bc he is very stressed rn.
"WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE ALWAYS LIKE THIS SELFISH ASSHOLE!!!"Moxxie shout.
Then voices in blitzø head start to get louder
USLESS
MISTAKE
ASSHOLE
SELFISH
DIE
FAILURE
It start to get louder and louder until he cant hear moxxie any more.
The voice told him to cut himself to kill himself.
Now he cant hear anything.He start to mumbles..."shut up..."
"What?"moxxie ask.
Blitzø start to shout."SHUT UP SHUT THE HELL UP!"Then blitzø hit moxxie with his claw.
Moxxie fell to the ground hard.
Moxxie was in shock and she look at blitzø angrily.
Then blitzø realised what he had done."I-Mille-I-im s-"
"SHUT IT"Mille said in emotionless ways.
"I cant believe you boss..."
"We will a stop day for 2 days."Mille grab moxxie and walked out."loona was in shock to"TF blitz?!"loona ask.
Blitzø walked in his office and shut the door.He start to tearing up.The voice still in his head.they told him too us the sharp knife at his table.But they didn't said what to do.but he pretty sure what he will do with it.
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Broken down(blitzø angst)💔
Fiksi PenggemarBLITZØ mental health state just going down lately he feel depressed he ended up hurt him self what will happen? Will the group care about him? Stolas Mille Moxxie and another will he get better? This story is also about the ptsd of bliltzø and his s...
