Part 5: Amelia's Pov

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Oh no! Emily how could she do this to me? We had a pact and I can't believe she broke it. I hate her! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! SHE JUST HAD TO BREAK IT WITH THAT TYLER CREEP AS WELL OH MY GOD I CAN'T. I despise her. She's a horrid liar and an even worse friend. I close my opened jaw and just walk into class past that Chard dude while giving her the cold shoulder. I should've known. I just should've known she's a dirty traitor. I had my suspicions when she started talking about boys and wearing Mary Jane's more often. We made a rule to only wear them on Fridays and wear our white tennis shoes every other day so that we're not like the other girls. I swear the worst part is just that Tyler freak. Any other boy might've made the pain easier but just ugh him?????? I thought she wasn't stupid but apparently I was wrong. We made that pact in 8th grade and we promised to keep it until college and it's just 11th grade. We promised and apparently she can only Prom. Half a promise is never enough. It never has been and never will be. At least I don't have to deal with that Chard/Cham whoever anymore. WAit what? I passed him while going into my class. DID HE FOLLOW ME TO MY CLASS WHAT A FREAK UGHH. I hate him too. He's so cute but I hate him so much. I look around to see if he's in my class and oh God there he is. I can't stand today. School was my safe haven from my mother but now I just want to leave. I don't know how this is worse but it is somehow. I wanna crawl into a dirt hole and never leave.

Emily sits down next to me. "Hi!" How can she say that so chipper? Does she not feel guilt? Or empathy? "Amelia, what's wrong?" I can't even look at her. I bury my face deeper into my textbook. "Amelia? AMELIA????" So maybe she may have some empathy but not real feelings about our friendship. She doesn't even regret it I bet. "Hey Amelia, I don't know what's going on right now but you always told me to warn you when he walks in so here's your me." HIM? AGAIN? I just let out a muffled groan into my textbook. Slamming my head into it in desperation hoping I'll pass out. I hear his voice. OH THAT AGITATING VOICE! Ugh why out of all the random school days did it have to be this one where everything goes wrong. I've got two annoying boys who won't leave me alone and my best friend is a traitorous scoundrel. I'm so over all of this when Emily taps on my shoulder. I try to ignore it but she taps on it again harder. I'm about to yell at her about how horrible of a friend she is and how I hate her but while looking up it's him. Somehow I forgot about him talking to me for two hours at the first day of the school year about who he's going to combine our class schedules so we can never be apart. He looks away from the teacher he's talking to and him and I make eye contact and he smiles that stupid Caraway grin. He waves at me aggressively before chirping out "Yoohoo! Oh Amelia!!" I wanna die. Everyone looks at me but the only one who stands out is Chard/Cham. I slam my head back down into my text book. How am I going to survive this? 

To be continued.......

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