Sugar - Vessel / SleepToken ff

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I walk out of the room, letting Jade get her berings and stablizer herself. I walk out to where the II was sitting on rhe couch, watching some crappy sport match on TV. I lean against the kitchen counter, My long, paint covered arms stretching towards it

I set my mask down on the couter, running My hands through my hair, it hasn't been washed in a couple weeks so it leaves oil on my hands. "Hey, you alright mate..." II's voice said as he slowly approached me, resting a hand on my shoulder

I sighed deeply and pinched the bridge of my nose, turning to face him. My expression was fill of emotion, I felt like I had let him down. "I- I saw the dream Jade had.... Sleep has chosen her as one of his own" My gaze rests down, not meeting IIs eyes in fear of how he would take it. I felt as of I let him down, and I sigh in defeat

"He showed her Eden, she fell in love with it, but he took it away in the great darkness he showed us, he told me that she will assist Sleep in his duties, but I know it will break her. I'm sorry I couldn't protect her Kaine I tried-" I was cut short by IIs arms wrapped around me and his voice being forced to sound cheerful, hiding his sadness and desperation

"Ty, it's alright, it's nothing you could stop, she's my sister, you shouldn't have to protect her. That's my job, but if Sleep wants her, then there's nothing we can do but guid her through it" he pulled away, and looked deep in my eyes and I felt his gaze send me into a feeling of reassurance

I still felt like there was more I could have don't but if this is what Sleep wanted there was no changing his mind. I heard a door open and I quickly popped on my mask and the girl we feard for entered the room. She rubber her eyes and stretched her arms in a yawn, making her way to her brother

"Morning, baby brother how'd you sleep" she said stifling in another yawn. "Alright, how about you sis" II said as he pulled her into a much needed hug

As they pulled away I could see Jade in thought about weather to tell him about her dream or keep it to herself. "Eh, the Sleep was alright, much needed, but the dream  I could go without" she walked to the kitchen to get so thing out of the fridge as she spoke

It seemed she wanted to direct the conversation away from it, but II kept pushing "Oh yea, what did you dream?" He asked, turning to me slightly, then back to Jade, impatiently for her answer

"Oh, nothing much, just another nightmarish dream. You know what I'm like, its either bad dream or no dream" she sighed as she spoke, and I pooked at II, beckoning him to not push her, I'll tell him the dream in depth later anyways

"Hey, so I'm goanna go out today, I wanna look around Sweden for the last time until we go, do you guys need anything for today?" She caught me off guard, wanting to go by herself?

Wait, Ty shut the fuck up, she's her own person she can do what she wants, no one ever said you have to go everywhere with her

Yet I felt this sense that maybe I did need to, maybe I was ment to, I didn't notice that I had zoned out looking at her. She chuckled slightly before speaking, "no, Ves, I don't need you to walk me everywhere, I can handle myself" she said before looking down at her belt, where a pocket knife pouch was, she slipped it out and flipped it open, revealing an intrucutly cut edge on the blade. I was taken by surprise

I knew she was strong, but damn she just has a whole ass knife on her at all times? Jesus's this girl has eyes like fire when it came to it, and she wasn't afraid to show it.

Maybe it was good if she had sometime alone, but I will be watching - empath abilitys that Sleep has given me the ability to feel how others feel when I want to

"Okay well be safe" I said hoping she would be okay. II gave a similar farewell and Jade went off through the door, heading out on her adventures. II and I look at each other  there's mischief in his gaze

"Oh no, what is it II"

"Oh, nothing" he laughed a bit, slightly to himself and gave me a large side eye paired with a smirk and he began to walk off whispering to himself so quietly that I coudlny catch it.

III walked in and look at us with suprise, he must have what II said because his expression matched that of IIs as he looked at me with raised eyebrows and a smug smile. " so I'm not the only that'd caught on with the lovebirds?" He said with a smirk staining his face

"Just shut up you two, nothings happened yet, and nothing will unless she wants it to..." I trailed off, my mind full with the image of her Divine being

"Oh she wants it to, but okay take your time Romeo" III said and then went to IIs room. I sighed and went to my room, a shower sounds good right now. I was wearing a plain black tee, with my Alpha Wolf Jumper (iykyk) and a pair of black trackpants. I strip down as i let the shower heat up, and slip in after taking my mask off.

I thoroughly wash my hair but feel that im not alone

I sigh and wash the soapy water out of my hair, making sure it wasn't in My face before opening my eyes. I felt the deep chuckle of one I'm all too farmiliar with. "Hello, my favourite child, it seems you have caught on my plans " I shivered at his words, and knew exactly what he was talking about

"Leave Jade out of this, I've said it many times before, she's not one of you puppets" I felt the frustration take over, I became unable to hide My emotions that have been buried deep

"Oh, protective of our newcomer, are we eh? Well, the plan is going accordingly so far, I will only tell you what you need to do, my Vessel, and you will follow until my amusement is fulfilled".

He seemed content for me to play along and if Jade wasn't bothered by it, then I would abide

"She will be of help to the Divines home of Eden, you rember Eden don't ya? Ah yes, it's been a while since you have been there, maybe you should go back and take a look-"

"I'm not going back to the place you only take me to tourcher me!" I yell out, cutting him off. "Oh comeone now, I'm done with that, it gets boring after a while, you loved Eden" he replied.

"I did, I loved its beauty and comfort, but its only a trap you set up to catch innocent people and turn them into somthing like me" I screech out, fighting back frustrated tears

"And what exactly is that, My Vessel..., what are you" he sounded stumped by what I had said and also like he was attempting to temp me  get me to say wrong thing and this time I wasn't going to hold back.

I looked up, meeting his tall gaze, etching my hands into fists

"A monster, A creature created by a God of nothing but misery, one that is only created to bring others grief, one that has no purpose in the world that would benefit anyone but the God who feeds off the power of their desperate displeasure"

I spat out every word, making sure he heard it all. I couldn't care less what happens to me, I'm use to the pain he puts me thought, the countless nights full of terror and torcher

I expected him to send me to Eden where I would be wrapped in thorny vines, and forced to bleed until I had filled his desired, but he only nodded and he back away from me

"Very well, Goodbye, my Vessel, I will be seeing you soon.."he faded until a dark mist and I was left alone

In a whirlwind of shock, and relief, tangled with confusion, I get out, shutting off the shower and taking a towel, ruffling it thought my hair before tying it around my waist

I stare at myself in the mirror for a minute

"Fuck Ty, what are you goanna do..." I say to myself while staring at my icy blue eyes.

I start to channel through, focusing on Jade, and how she's feeling

I felt a feeling of relief, to be alone and away from the all the stress. A deep sigh taking over and the feeling of a fresh cool breeze in my face.

I have know what im goanna do. My decision has been made.