I can see you

Innocent

,,THROW THE BALL LOSER!"
she was screaming at me again
I was her target
She didn't even care about how hard I tried
,,oh she's so hot"
,,what?"
I turned around to a girl of my team
,,yeah like I would love her to scream at me. I heard she's pretty good with her hands if you understand"
She winked at me
What
What did she mean
I honesty am really innocent
And I feel ashamed of what happened yesterday cause I didn't even had my first kiss yet and now I had to hide a hickey
It didn't work that well so I wore a black turtle neck under my shirt
,,13 THAT WAS AWFUL 10 PUSH UPS"
I just couldn't anymore
I got down and started
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My arms gave out
,,13 wtf? You'll stay longer after practice"
,,Ugh whyyy? I tried my best okay stop being so mean!"
Everyone gasped
,,uh she did not just say that"
Girls whispering behind my back
Rep was walking towards me with very loud steps
,,what did you just say??"
She pulled me up by my collar
My stomach starters tingling
Wtf what was happening
,,I am-uh- sorry"
,,SHUT UP"
She dropped me on the ground
,,now play good or you'll regret it"
I nodded
,,I want her to do that with me too"
Again the girl from before
I rolled my eyes at her

We played and I did my best
We were good but tomorrow was the big game so we had to be even better

,,Great practice team! Now you can all go...except for panty"
The other girls giggled as they walked out of the gym
,,so you think you can talk back now huh?"
,,I said I am sorry"
She suddenly pulled down my turtleneck
,,embarrassed sweetheart?"
On my neck was a big purple hickey
,,no I am just- uh-"
,,stop the stuttering. You're clearly embarrassed and I don't get why? Half of this school would kill for me to do this to them and you're soo ungrateful!"
She leaned down and sucked again
Close to the other one
I didn't tell her to stop
I didn't want her to stop
I liked it
No wait
I am not gay
Ew
I can't be
I like boys and this is wrong
She disconnected her lips and stood up again
,,hm looks like it'll be way worse than the last one"
,,why are you doing this?
,,cause I want to. You're a nerdy freak don't get me wrong. But that excites me" she gave me a grin
,,but I-idk-I I AM STRAIGHT"
,,woah calm down...you're so not? You literally moaned yesterday and I can see how you look at me. Pathetic."
,,I am not a lesbian stop it!"
,,you so are"
She let her hands fall to my hips
Again that weird feeling in my stomach
,,I hate you!!!"
,,oh I hate you too you nerd but I love teasing you."
,,no stop it!!!"
,,calm down sweetie. You're so gay and you don't even know it. Funny that you act all innocent and stuff when we both know you're not. I bet the little love songs you've been playing are all about a girl...no wait
They are about no one cause you're still a virgin and never kissed somebody"
How did she know?
I was silent
,,huh I knew it. You're 16 for gods sake have some fun! How can someone be this pathetic
I bet you get wet by someone touching your ankle"
,,STOP I DO NOT! what does that even mean..."
She was now hysterically laughing at me
I felt ashamed
,,oh baby it's sweet really"
She started laughing again before leaving the gym
Leaving me behind
Standing there
In the middle of the volleyball field

An: heyyy I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and the story so far🤭
I am still dying of period pain but yeah😻