I really felt the betrayal. It was a hard slap for me.
I really thought he couldn't do that to me. I trusted him too much that it blinded me.
Witnessing him and his ex kissing was already my last straw. I don't know what gotten into him that he managed to cheat on me with his ex.
Our two years of being together was thrown away. I couldn't believe it.
Sa kabila ng panghihina, tinawag ko parin ang pangalan niya. Gusto ko ng komprontasyon. Gusto kong matapos na to.
Bigla siyang tumingin sa likod kaya nakita niya ako. His eyes widened when he saw me. Bistado ka na.
Tinanggal niya ang kamay na naka hawak sa bewang ng babae at nagtangkang lumapit sa akin.
"Huwag kang lalapit!" sigaw ko habang tumutulo ang luha galing sa aking mga mata.
"First of all, I want to end everything between us, Andrew. The moment you decided to cheat on me with your ex. You lost me." sabi ko nang nanghihina
Sinubukan niya pa akong lapitan ngunit nakita kong hinawakan ng babae ang kamay ni Andrew upang bumalik sa kaniya. I just stared at their skin touching each other and it hurt even more.
"Kailan pa?" tanong ko sa kanilang dalawa
*Last month" sagot ni Meney, ang ex niya.
"Nung nahuli ko kayo sa classroom, kayo na ba nun?" tanong ko ulit
"Nanliligaw pa lang siya non" sagot naman ni Meney.
Humihikbi na ako. Matagal rin pala akong nabulag. Niloloko na pala ako hindi ko lang napapansin.
Tiningnan ko si Andrew ngunit hindi niya ako matingnan sa mata. Nakatingin lang siya sa ibaba at hindi nag aangat ng tingin
"I really trusted you, Andrew. You played so good thatI didn't notice I was already getting played" sabi ko sa kabila ng hikbi
"I hope you are both happy that you made other person suffer" sabi ko habang nililipat ang tingin sa kanilang dalawa.
Tumalikod ako at nag lakad na palayo doon. I would help myself heal from this traumatic experience. It is hard but at least I got out from a relationship with a cheater.
I was in our house resting when I remembered the plans and goals we made. The plan in which he would be the one who will be building our house in the future. The dream that we will pass the board and bar exam while we are still together. The goal to travel the world together. The plan that me and him will going to be rich together and buy all of the things we want was wasted.
Two years was wasted.
All for nothing.
