winter episode 1

winter

20 min later I'm sitting at the table by the pool with all of them. laughing at them teasing each other.so this is what it's like to have people that like you. I wish I could've had this, had someone to grow upwith,someone that loved me. i kind of did. at least for a little while at the foster home. the
little boy that was nice to me and was always watching me from afar. he made me feel safe he was always looking out for me. my blue angel because of his ice blue eyes.
I still can't forget the look in them when I was being carried out by HIM. he looked devastated. I never forgot him and I hoped that at least he might come find me when I was still little. but he never
did. he was a kid too. it was just one of the many fantasies I played in my mind. I look up from my thoughts to watch the brothers. I still can't tell the difference between these triplets. I really need to
figure out some kind of way to do that . maybe one has a scar or something?
"Hey guys! you outside?" I hear a male voice yell from inside the house. I'm not sure I can handle
another male around me right now. I shoot up from my chair eyes wide not knowing what to do "if you need to go back to your apartment now I can walk you" one of the guys say "I'm not sure. I just, it freaks me out being around so many males. I don't know if I can handle it, but I don't want to be alone either,maybe I'll just stay back here" and point toward the back of the yard.
just then an absolutely stunning man comes out the back door. i'm completely frozen to my spot. his eyes are so ice blue they almost look white. he's got white hair and full lips. his skin is pale and he looks fit , but slim. his eyes go wide when they land on me " hi " im just staring at him like some idiot and I have this urge to go wrap my arms around him. "hi" I manage to say to him. before I know what im doing im standing in front of him with tears in my eyes as he looks down at me with
the same in his .
"I've been waiting for you" I say to him. he smiles at me and says "I'm glad you waited. I've been
looking for you" I jump into his arms and start crying. he squeezes me so hard it hurts, but I don't mind. he puts his face in the crook of my neck and just holds me. then I whisper "my blue angel" helets out a small tear filled laugh.
"what the hell is going on?" one of the guys say. I turn around and see them with wide eyes and jaws dropped. angel looks at them and says "I knew winter from my foster home, I was there the night she was taken. there was nothing I could do" he sniffs "I was too little, I should've tried harder" "no! you said it yourself there's nothing you could've done. we were kids" I all but yell at him. he looks at me with tears in his eyes and I know he feels responsible for what happened to me "stop it. this isn't your fault my blue angel. I'm ok now and we're back together"
I still haven't been able to let go of my blue angel, though he told me I have to call him Bash now
since we're adults. Sabastian ,Bash. I like it. I don't know if I'll be able to leave his side now that I have him back. he wasn't really mine to begin with, but it always felt like it. he's familiar and I need that right now. he's holding onto me just as hard, like I might disappear if he lets go. the brothers arestill staring at us like we grew 2 heads. I finally figured out how to tell ryder from the others, hes got
a small beauty mark on the side of his lip, now just to figure out the other 2.
"well its getting late I just wanted to let you guys know I was back in town. what a nice surprise I got" he winks at me as he stands and lets go of my hand. then I start to panic. oh no hes leaving me.
I'm not sure what to do. I need him to stay, I need him! "well im gonna get going and let you guys get to bed. i'm sure Winter needs her rest" wait, what! hes leaving, what do I do? talk you idiot! "wait Bash! you can't leave! please don't leave me"
I'm crying at this point not knowing what to do or say to make him stay with me. "shhhh, its ok sweetheart" he starts rubbing soothing circles on my back "I won't leave if you don't want me to" I shake my head fast not wanting him to go "please, please don't leave me I need you! I can't take it please" " I've got you. calm down for me. I'll never leave you again if you don't want me to. I promise winter" I release a big breath that I didn't know I was holding and my heart starts to calm
down.