Aunt Love insists that I write in this diary that she bought for me. In that way, I'm able to record my thoughts and archive experiences that may occur.
I happen to think she believes I'm boring, although she'd never tell me that. I also don't blame her if she does think I am.
I don't really know what girls are supposed to write in their diaries other than about boys, I suppose.
I don't really have much experience with boys. I've never had a boyfriend, and no, it's not because I've never wanted one.
That would just be cliché or stereotypical.
I've never had a boyfriend, and no, it's not because I'm ugly.
Not to be rude, but I've seen ugly people in love.
I happen to think it's more than just me being pretty because if a boy glances my way, it's always because he can't believe that a pretty girl could actually be smart.
Boys are always seasonal for me. They never stick around for too long.
And sometimes, I wonder what other girls have that I don't.
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if you're the girl that feels like you never get noticed or in a friend group where all your friends get picked by guys but never you, or you feel like you're never pretty or worthy enough —
