𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞 ⁿᵒᵗᵗⁱ ᵒˢᵃᵐᵃ

chapter 05

layah-lee hernandez
12:37pm
harlem, nyc

"why is y'all smoking in my mommas house" i said spraying air freshener. "oh our bad laylay we didn't know we wasn't allowed to smoke in here" notti said putting out the blunt.

"my brother smokes on the balcony so if y'all wanna smoke go on the balcony, i'm sorry i'm being bossy my momma gon be home any minute and this house is a mess" i said stressed out asf.

"we will help you clean" melly said getting up and helping me while the boys copied.

i had already let my mom know that they was here so she didn't trip tf out when she got home.

after 10 minutes of cleaning ddot, dd and notti was on the balcony smoking and me and melly was in the kitchen cooking food for everyone.

"NAYAH" i heard my brother shout, oh shit they bet not be no fighting in this house.

i walked out of the kitchen to the hall way "kaleo why are you home so early i thought you was having dinner at jasmines" i asked looking at the boys shoes hoping he didn't see them.

"her mom had to go out so she wasn't cooking, and i wanted to get in my own bed, jasmine been annoying" he said walking upstairs to his bedroom.

thankyou god.

i finished cooking and brought out the plates to the boys, i completely forgot about what happened last night till i looked at notti, my coochie purring.

i sat down next to notti and we all began eating. "yo notti where was u this morning" ddot asked "oh i was asleep in nays bed" he answered.

i then felt everyone's eyes on me.

"what?" melly said, "he doesn't like sleeping on couches" i shrugged my shoulders.

"naynay where is my-" my brother came onto the balcony.
"what the fuck are ya niggas doing in my house" my brother raised his voice.

i got up and pushed him into the kitchen and closed the balcony door behind me.

"momma said they can sleep, it isn't up to you who i have round" i crossed my arms and rolled my eyes.

"well ion want you hanging around with them" he said, "why, so then i won't have any friends and you can see me become the loner girl, they make me feel happy and dd and ddot are like my brothers" i shouted.

"NO IM YOUR BROTHER" he shouted " THEN ACT LIKE IT NIGGA, IF YOU WAS REALLY MY BROTHER YOU WOULDNT BE GOING OUT WITH A GIRL THAT BULLIES ME" i said going on to the balcony.

"are you okay, why are you crying" dd said "i-im fine" i said wiping the tears i didn't know was there away.

i sat down and continued to eat my food in silence while everyone was talking to eachother.

notti then came and sat next to me wrapping a arm around my waist to comfort me.

6:39pm
school morning

"momma said get up" my brother came in my room turning my light on. it took me a few minutes to get out of my bed, it was winter and when it's winter it takes me longer than usual to get out of bed

i sat up and rubbed my eyes and got up out of bed, i brushed my teeth and washed my self down with a quick shower, i went over to my wardrobe and picked out a black body suit, some black jordan 4s and a long body warmer.

i walked down stairs and my mom and brother was sat at the kitchen island, my brother had his head down and my mom was staring right at him.

i walked over to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water, "what's that" i said looking at a black zip locked bag, and a shoe box.