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chapter 06

layah- lee hernandez
sugarhill
4:24pm

it had been 3 days since the shooting, all i had done is lay in bed and not move, i was laid watching friends my comfort film. i haven't been on my phone since the shooting.

my brother was still in hospital he was alive but in very bad shape, a coma....

i spent 10 hours in the hospital after it all happened, and went home.

i know it sounds disgusting but i hadn't showered and i hadn't even been to the toilet my bladder was screaming at me.

depression has hit me hard.

i was scared, i had just seen a innocent boy be killed. who wouldn't be in the state i am. i'm not use to all that gang shit my mom kept me away from it.

my mom felt guilty for kicking my brother out the same day he nearly died she hadn't left the hospital but she had today to get some clothes.

*knock knock*

"baby it's just mommy, are you okay? i want to help you out, don't suffer in silence baby girl momma is here for you" she said coming into my bedroom and stroking my head.

"momma, i-i can't m-m-move OW" i screamed out in agony, even when i spoke it hurt, please god help the pain go away.

"come on baby" my mom said lifting me up as i cried out.

she took me to the toilet and i tried to go but nothing was coming out, i sat in it for about 45 minutes and i finally went.

i felt better but i was still shit sore.

"come on baby i ran you a nice hot bath" she said helping me up, i didn't cry in pain this time, it was a relief.

i took off nottis black over sized top and took my panties of stepping into the warm water, it felt so nice.

i sat down and my momma began to get the sponge and squeeze it letting the water drip down my face.

she then started to softly scrub my body adding soap.

after the bath, she put me in new clothes and brushed them put it into 2 french plats. i then climbed into bed and continued to watch friends.

"i'm going back to your brother now, i also brought you some food" she said putting it on my table next to me.

"i love you baby" she stood next to my door and waited for a answer but she didn't get one so she just walked out and closed the door behind her. "momma" i said "i love you to" i smiled and she smiled and walked back out the door.

45 minutes later.

i heard a knock at my bedroom door again, i huffed and ignored it seeing my door open making me squint from the light reflecting on my face.

i then turned the other way facing the wall.

i then felt someone get into my bed and wrap their arms around me. i could smell a certain scent.

notti.

i smiled taking in all the love.

"have you ate?" he said i could feel his warm breathe travel to my neck. i shook my head no.

i then sat up and i heard banging and movement in the room after 5 minutes of it i looked up and he was cleaning my room.

when i get depressed my room is disgusting.

"youn have to do that" i wiped my eyes resting on my head board. "i know i don't but i want to" he said.

"how come you came over im a mess" i said covering my self with my blanket. "your momma told me to and i wanted to give you these"he said walking out then room and coming back in with a present and roses.