do you love me?

THE PARTY

y'all finally get to the house the party's at and you all step out. oh my god dave's friend ricky is tall and fine he about a foot and a half taller than me. i notice that im staring him up and down and he notices and smirks. 

we all walk as i group to the backyard. there's a little sitting area with two small couch's where y'all sit. you and Ella sit next to each other and ricky and dave sit next to each other.                         dave goes to get drinks and i notice ricky get up and start talking to a random girl she was so pretty. i got jealous because i lowkey want ricky but i ignored it because i don't even know the man.  

dave gets back with a bottle of vodka and a bunch of red cups filled with random types of drink and i didnt care i just grabbed the vodka bottle. Ella went over and sat on daves lap and they started making out. i walked up with my tequila bottle and i drank it as i walked inside to where people were having way more fun and maybe i would feel less lonely. i walk to an area and people were smoking. "yo get your fine ass over here smoke this blunt with us" i here come from the smoking area and i look at the guy and he's fine as fuck. "ight" i say and sit next to him. he looks at me and we hold eye contact.

                                                    Ricky's pov:

me and this bitch have been making out in some corner of the house.

i cant keep my eyes off y/n i watch everything she dose, she walks up to some guy and they smoke a blunt together..? im kinda jealous but she's just any other bitch.i told the girl i was making out with "i gotta go bye" and i just walked away she was a bad kisser anyways.  i then walked up to y/n and was about to ask her if she wanted to take shot with me but then she started kissing the random guy i get really angry but idk why. then i walk away and sit outside in the backyard.   

y/n's pov:

i smoked the blunt and i was high and drunk as hell i guess i was cross faded. me and the guy that asked me to smoke were getting along. "what your name?" i asked him. "oh shit sorry my names carlos whats yours?" he said "oh mines y/n". we both cant keep our eyes of each others lips. he starts to lean in and so do i we then start kissing and at first it was light but it started to get well..sloppy. at the corner of my eye i see the ricky guy walking up to me but when he see's me kissing carlos he walks away.

(7minutes later) 

i made up some stupid excuse to stop kissing that guy cause he wasn't really kissing me he was kissing my chin and i think he thought it was my lips. but now  im cross faded and can barely walk so im trying my best to find Elana because im bored and wanna go home. im walking out to the back yard and as im walking i trip on a rock, i hit my head. i passed out.