Welcome to My Life

That's how it ends...

Never in my life I would have thought that life may bring me back to the point again from where I started initially,even in a worse condition. The blow that Courtney gave to me felt like she pushed me back into the pit from where she was helping me come out.But well,what can thoughts do now to change it.They can only make it worse but it's hard to forget such moments.

I don't remember how but somehow I ended up on the same bench,in the same park in rain again where I met Courtney for the first time. It was drizzling,just like that day. The tears in my eyes were the same,but the cause of them has changed. The pain,the hurt was all the same,just worse. Unblinking,unmoving I sat silently, listening to the splattering of raindrops around me.

"Excuse me". Another voice,a girl.Just like that day.Do they always come at such moments when you are extremely helpless to lure you in? I was not going to fall for it this time.

She came over to me. Her hazelnut coloured eyes filled with concern.Must be a pretend. I kept turned my gaze forward again. She moved her umbrella a bit to save me from the rain. I moved a away a bit,giving her the impression that I don't need her help.

"Hey. I'm Katherine.You'll catch a cold if you stay out here.". She was surprised by my actions and it was noticeable in her voice.She sounded so unsure of herself.

"It's alright.You can leave". I said blankly. She seemed confused about what to say or do next.

"Umm,there aren't any young people around here.I was thinking maybe we can be friends". She finally said after a long pause.

"No,thanks.Sorry".Another short,blank reply.My gaze was still fixed forward.

"Why not?" She asked politely. Girls are really very persuasive.

I looked up at her and said "I want to be alone". I could see it in her eyes,her mind trying to come up with something to say.

"But we are humans.We can't be alone.We need friends and family to live." She finally blurted out quickly.

"That's where you're wrong.Humans need friends and family to live,not to exist.Humans have a heart,feelings,emotions.I don't. Humans can't be alone,I have before,I will again. So,I'm only an existing human.I don't need anyone to just exist". I said these words looking straight into her eyes.

With that I stood up and walked away. She remained at the same place,staring fixedly, watching me walk away as her mind still processed the words she had just heard.

And that's how it ended,in a void of solitude and isolation.

Goodbye to My Life...

Finally,the story that I started a long time ago comes to an end. I'm sorry for taking months to update this last chapter but life was such that I couldn't make myself to continue writing it. But not it's complete and I thank everyone who has supported me throughout and motivated me to write and end this story. I hope you liked it.Thank You