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Minho's POV:

I was standing there heartbroken, but I think Lix was more than that. I know I fucked this up really bad but I wanna explain it to him.. and I hope he will forgive me.

,,Are you kidding me right now?" Han woke me up from my thoughts. ,,Hm?" I looked at him with watery eyes. ,,Why did you do it? Or should I say why didn't you do it. Why didn't you pushed her away you moron?! Now Lix is broken because of you." I knew that Han was really angry at me. ,,I know I fucked up... but let me explain.. please." I pleaded. I need to do something to forgive me. ,,Fine. Go on." Han let me speak.

,,I know this isn't a good excuse or something but.. she threatened me with her hurting Lix, and telling my mom that I'm gay.. she said a kiss would make her go away. I didn't want to but she kissed me all of a sudden and I was surprised.. please help me get me back with Lix.." I explained it to him and he was kind of in shock. ,,Did you just.. asked me to help you? Did someone mess you up or something?" ,,What?" I was confused by what he was saying but he then actually agreed to help me.

~After school~

Felix's POV:

I was crying while going home from school alone. But then I bumped into someone. ,,O-oh I'm sorry.. for bum- Hyunjin? W-what are you doing here?" I quickly brushed off my tears. ,,I saw you walking alone so I came to you.. are you okay? Are you crying?" He looked me into my eyes but I turned my head away.

,,I-I'm fine.." I said quietly. ,,Hey. You can tell me anything what bothers you Hm? Will you tell me the truth? I'm worried." Hyunjin asked kindly, looking into my eyes. ,,Yeah.." When I agreed, I said to him all that happened and he wasn't really happy to hear that about M-.. Lee Know.

,,It's gonna be okay hm? We can go somewhere together if you want. I'm free right now." He.. asked me out? Wait wait wait. What about Han? So I declined and went home.

I was really weirded out by his actions. Why is he acting like that all of the sudden? And especially when he's with me. He should be taking care of Han if he is his.. boyfriend.. I really miss him but what he did is wrong. I feel like a toy now. All the memories, and all the other things weren't real?

I was asking myself all the way home but then I saw Han in front of my house. ,,Lix!" He called for me and ran to me. ,,Is something wrong..?" I asked. ,,Hah.. it's a misunderstanding Lix you need to listen to him." Han said and looked me in the eyes. ,,I don't wanna listen to him now. I saw what I saw." I wanted to go home but he stopped me.

,,So you never trusted him?" He said and I became stunned. Actually what he said hurt me but I thought about it for a minute. But I didn't said anything. ,,Please talk to him.. I don't want you cry yourself to sleep because of her stupid ass." Han said with a sad tone.

,,I-I will think about it." I said and went inside. I wanted to forgive him but I needed time to recover from the situation.

~2 days later~

I was at the park and I bumped into Hyunjin when I wanted to go back home. ,,Hey how you doin? Is it going better? Han told me everything." He said with a slight smile. ,,Yeah.. I'm just kinda feeling alone these days.." I looked down when I said that. ,,Hey! I know where we should go. Come with me." He grabbed my hand and dragged me to some bar.

,,What are we doing here?" I asked while he pointed at where we will sit. ,,I just wanna make you forget a bit. You can order anything it's on me." Hyunjin said and then he called the waiter. ,,One Whiskey and one... Bloody Mary" Hyunjin said to the waiter and the waiter left. ,,What's the Bloody Mary?" I asked. ,,It's a cocktail with a vodka in it. But it's good I promise! I want you to try it." He said and smiled.

So we waited for our drinks and after five minutes they were on our table, ready for us to drink. ,,Try it." He said and gave me the drink in my hand.

I looked at it, smelled it, and then I sipped the drink. ,,It's actually good!" I smiled and sipped again. ,,I'm glad you like it." He said and sipped his drink aswell.

After I drunk mine, he ordered another one. It was good but I wanted to be sober so I didn't drink. Suddenly we heard a music turn on. ,,Hey let's dance!" He yelled and looked at me. ,,W-what? Are you already drunk?" I laughed a bit. ,,Not really.. come on!" He grabbed my hand and dragged me on the dance floor. We danced together i think more than 15 minutes. It was really fun.. until..

A slow song came on and he looked at me. ,,Cmon it will be the last one." He said and held my hand. ,,Fine.. but then I will go home." I said and he nodded. We were dancing for a bit but he then leaned a bit closer. I didn't think too much of it but I should.. He leaned a bit more forward and then he kissed me.

I was shocked and pushed him away. ,,W-what are you doing?" I asked him, with my shaking body. ,,Lix.. I like you I'm sorry.." he said. He made a step closer to me but I backed off. ,,Don't.. I can't believe my best friend's boyfriend actually cheated on him with me.. How can I look him in the eyes now huh?" I started to cry. ,,I'm so sorry Lix.. I didn't mean it to happen.." He apologised with his head down. ,,I don't wanna see you right now.." I said and left.

,,I'm so so sorry Han.. I'm so sorry.. how can I tell you. Should I tell you? I should.. But I'm so scared.." I was saying to myself the whole time on my way home. My hands were shaking and the tears were pouring down my face.

I was almost in front of my house but I saw someone standing next to the door.

,,Min... " I said with a tired voice but actually ran towards him to hug him. I was so scared and happy at the same time. I was happy that he showed up and I can be in his arms once again.

,,Is everything okay? Why are you crying?" He asked, hugging me. ,,I-I don't know what to do! I'm so stupid!.." I started to cry even more. ,,Hey hey hey don't cry..! Let's go inside and tell me what happened okay?" He said and dried my tears with his hands. ,,My mom's home.. can we go to yours?.." I asked, looking away. ,,Sure come on." He said and we were on our way.

After we came to his place, he told me to sit on the couch in the living room so I did and he sat right next to me.

,,So what happened?" He asked. ,,I was at the park and I bumped into Hyunjin.. he told me that he knows what's going on between me and you and he dragged me to a bar so I could forget about it.."

,,He ordered me a drink and then we went on the dance floor to dance to some songs but then there was a slow one. He wanted to dance to it, and he said that it will be the last one for today.."

,,He hold my hand, we danced, but suddenly he was leaning closer and closer until he.." I gulped and continued. ,,He- he kissed me.." a few tears fell from my eyes. ,,Are you kidding me? He did what?" He says angrily. ,,I knew he was onto something but this is fucking unbelievable. He has a boyfriend for god's sake." He slammed the table after saying that.

,,A-after that he said he loves me.. I pushed him away and left. After he said it.. but now I don't know what to do! What about Han..." I said, desperately.

,,Hey I will help you but.. now I wanna tell you something. I want to apologise for everything I did, I know it was very wrong.. she threatened me that she will hurt you, and that she will tell my mom that I'm gay.. she said a kiss will make her go away. But after that she kissed me and I was in shock.. please trust me Lix.." He explained and apologised.

,,I trust you.. but I was hurt because of what I saw and didn't wanna believe it." I said with a slight smile. ,,So.. do you wanna go out with me again?" He asked. ,,Mhm!" I nodded and smiled wider.
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Heyaaa! Sorry for the long wait. I needed a bit of a break and I was kinda busy with stuff.. but here it is and I hope it all makes sense xD <3

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