No shame

WHEREVER YOU ARE

*TIME SKIPS TO WHEN ASHTON GOT HIM*

~ASHTON'S POV~

I couldn't believe that i got the man of my dreams. I smiled. I couldn't stop staring at him. I told cal im going over to lukes house for dinner. "Cal watch the kids please." i said going out the door. I heard cal just as i closed the door. "have fun man BUT NOT TO MUCH FUN!" I giggled at the last part.

babe😻🥵: hey baby you coming over? parents are out of town but my annoying brothers are watching me for a week.😒

me: yea im coming now just got into my car. ill be over soon xx 😘

I put my phone away and started to make my way there. I got butterflies just thinking about him. It wasn't a long drive so i got there fairly quickly. I couldn't help but to overthink everything. Why does he like me? Is he playing tricks on me? Maybe i should go d!3. I don't deserve him. He doesn't deserve a cutter, like me. Maybe i should cancel.  I heard a knock on my window and i was greeted by luke. My god he's hot. When i look at him i just start melting into a puddle. He opened my truck door. He helped me out. I'm pretty sure he can see me blushing really hard. I waited for him. He joined me and we both walked inside. We walk inside it was a cute small house. There were many pictures of luke and his brothers I'm assuming. There was a girl i hadn't seen before. I would ask later but maybe not. We walked further in. I was pretty jealous that luke has a dad.

"Hey babe where's the bathroom?" i asked sheepishly.

"take a right and its the second door on your left." he said.

"thanks babe"

I ran to the bathroom. I don't know why i was this nervous. I locked myself in the bathroom. I started hyperventilating. I couldn't take it anymore. i grabbed my emergency razor that i had in my phone case. I started to drag it down until i heard a. knock on the door. It wasn't luke, maybe it was one of his brothers?

"Hey man is everything alright in there?"

"yea just having a hard time breathing." i said.

"hey man let me in i know what your going through."

"what no you don't"

"yes i do" they said.

I rushed to the blade back in my phone case and unlocked the door. Ben had walked in. I did meet his family a couple of times, but i hardly know them.