ACQUAINTED - Bill Kaulitz

Tell me to stop

BLAKE'S POV

Bill takes his hand and places it behind my neck, he keeps his thumb on my jaw slowly grazing it. He lowers his head closer to mine, I can feel a fire burning inside him. What is going on?

I know this isn't right. But it didn't feel wrong. I want him to just do it. He is taking forever. His eyes stay on mine. Shifting right to left.

BILL'S POV

I need to do it. I don't know why. I don't know why I feel like this. I don't know what she does to me, or why she affects me so much.

I keep my hand resting between her neck and her sharp, yet soft jaw. I look down into her piercing eyes that now just look soft. She wants it too. We share this moment of silence, taking it all in. We know exactly what we are doing without saying a word.

Our faces are now less than an inch apart. I take away the space between us, and finally kiss her.

I kissed her. I just kissed Blake Raegan. I graze my bottom lip against hers, slowly, but filled with so much passion. I pull away for a second and just stare at her.

BLAKE'S POV

His lips let go of mine. I hated that. I move my arms to the back of his neck and pull him down to my lips again. Finally.

Finally we were able to cut the tension. As much as I loved it, I am loving this way more.

His lips are soft, and warm. He is so gentle. I slowly open my lips, telling him I want more. He kisses me harder, but in a way that felt more than just a hookup. He's been waiting to do this, I can tell, but so have I. He grazes his tongue against mine. I can taste champagne. I was hungry for it. I wanted more.

He removes his hand from my neck and slowly places it on my waist, slightly squeezing me. He pulls me in even closer which I thought was impossible. He turns his head more to the side deepening the kiss. My hand travel to his soft hair. I wanted to feel all of him.

I start to feel guilty. I was also becoming more sober. I pull away from his embrace still keeping my arms locked onto the back of his head. He looks down at me confused, almost upset. He furrowed his brows waiting for me to explain. His hands stay locked onto my waist now moving so gently from my sides, down to my hips

"We shouldn't be doing this." I say softly, then I slowly start to put my head down.

Bill takes his hands off of my body and grabs my face with both hands, forcing me to look into his eyes, oh those eyes.

"Then tell me to stop."

I bite my lip and smile at him, shaking my head lightly.

I lean back into his face as he begins to as well, until we both heard a buzz. Bill and I both look down at his phone.

Tom: gemma just got here. where are u?

"Perfect. Almost forgot about that. I'll talk to you later." I say looking up at Bill. I walk out of the closet and shut the door behind me. I felt bad. I can't be mad at Bill, I am doing the same thing. It just kind of killed my vibe. I wanted to stay in that closet forever. I like him so much I am actually starting to get my feelings hurt.

I make sure no one say where I came out of before making my way back into the main party room. Luckily it was still early in the night and I can continue drinking. I go and try to find Blythe but random photographers stop me and want to take some pictures of the night.

"Blake! Blake! Just a few shots for Cosmopolitan! We are covering parts of the night. You had an amazing performance! You looked beautiful on the carpet! Cool to be nominated for Best New Artist. Any thoughts on Tokio Hotel winning? Are you close to the band? Have you talked with them before?" They yell all at once. Jeez.

Before I could even answer between flashing lights, they keep talking, more like barking at me.

"Blake, just a heads up, your lipstick is a bit smudged if you want to take care of that." One guy says. My face immediately heats up. I quickly rub the area around my lips hoping this will all be over soon.

"There we go!" Another man with a camera says. They take a few more and then walk away. "Thanks Blake, have a good rest of your night."

I smile back and walk fast to the bar. Fuckin a man.

AN: ooopsies.... I'm on break now and hopefully gonna post more. Short chapter but I just needed to get the first kiss in there. I have a lot of great ideas to come just trying to figure out how to place them. See u soon...xoxo