Guilty

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"You know I've been taking it slow, you're sitting alone, why are you sitting alone?"

BLAKE'S POV

"Do it." I tell him. Man I was feeling these drinks. Right now this conversation sounds like a good idea, but I know I'll regret it soon.

Bill looks at me with wide eyes. He puts his hands down on the table next to my legs, he puts his head down shaking it while laughing. I take my hand and lift his head up by his chin. His eyes meet mine. The fire in our eyes is so obvious, but so wrong. The guilt only makes me want him more.

I push him away from me and jump off the table. I stand in front of him looking back into those devilish eyes. His head moves down to look at my tiny body.

"Don't tease me like that, I scratch and bite." I whisper near his ear. I walk away from him as he stands there in shock.

"You'll crawl and beg too, I promise." He says as I continue to walk away. I almost drop to my knees after hearing that. I open the door to go back downstairs, pausing in the door way. I look at him and smirk.

HOLY shit. What the fuck just happened.

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I get back downstairs and head right to the bar. I needed another drink after all of that just happened. It felt like Bill and I were upstairs for hours having our little chat but it was really only 15 minutes. 

I get another dirty martini and look to find Blythe. I see her in Tokio Hotel's lounge area talking with Tom. I walk up to them smiling and Blythe looks at me confused as if my boyfriend wasn't being such a dick.

"Hi baby, where were you? Are you feeling better?" Blythe says happy to see me.

"Uh yea, I just went outside to get some fresh air and to do some thinking." I say back sipping my martini.

"Uh Blake have you seen Bill anywhere? I haven't seen him in a bit." Tom asks me.

"Uh no I haven't, I'm sorry." I lied to him.

"Oh there he is!" Tom says looking behind me. I turn around as Bill bumps into my chest laughing my face flushes pink. 

I fall back slightly and Bill catches the arm not holding the martini. 

"Let's not have a part two." He says looking down at me. I smile then walk over to sit next to Blythe on the couch.

Gemma comes over to the section and sees Blythe and I.

"Blake! Blythe! Thank you guys for cominggggggg." She says to us visibly drunk.

I laugh and smile at her. "Thank you for having us! It's been a lot of fun so far." I look up at Bill still smiling. He looks down at me after I finish my sentence.

Blythe catches my gaze and narrows her eyes at Bill and I, probably confused.

"Baby!" She turns to Bill and kisses him hard on the lips. He grabs her waist and kisses her back. Hard. He knew what he was doing.

My smile suddenly drops and I chug my drink again. Blythe notices my reaction and pinches my back, knowing something is up.

I don't think I was visibly upset, but I guess my body language said otherwise. But a part of me was jealous. 

I shouldn't be jealous...he isn't even mine. And I guess Brady is still technically my boyfriend. Wow I feel guilty.

Gemma and Bill finally release from their embrace. He looks across the table to me as I kept my head down. I lifted my head up as I heard the music to Break Up With You Girlfriend, I'm Bored by Ariana Grande begin to play. 

What a perfect fucking song to play. I thought while chuckling. Blythe furrowed her eyebrows at me.

I grab Blythe's hand and pull her to the dance floor. I brush past Bill's arm has his eyes follow my every move. He goes to the now empty spots on the couch and sits next to his brother who is currently in a conversation with Gemma. 

BILL'S POV

I sip on my drink as I watch Blake. Wow she can dance. The way she moves her body so freely, hitting every beat. She was so smooth. 

Blake looks over towards me singing the words. I was in yet another trance until I actually listened to the lyrics that were being sung.

"Actin' all innocent, please. When I know you're out here thinkin' bout it. Then you realize she's right there, and you're at home like 'damn, she can't compare."

She starts mouthing the words to Blythe and continues to dance with her. She looks to me after that line.

The song ends and Blake and Blythe come back over to our section. I hear Blake humming some of the lyrics from the song that just played.

"I know it ain't right, but I don't care." She whisper sings. She glances at me during the last part knowing I was watching her.

Gemma has already left our section to mingle with others so Blake sits down near me making herself a drink.

"So Blake." I say and she turns to me. "Why didn't you tell me you are singer?" I ask, genuinely curious.

"I guess we haven't gotten that far yet." She says chuckling. 

I shake my head laughing at her sarcasm. I mean it's true. We barely know anything about each other besides a few things. But I think we both know we are probably better off not talking too much.

"I'm actually working on an album right now." She says. "It's gonna be called-" She gets cut off by the DJ's voice in a microphone.

"Gemma's birthday is in 5 minutes ladies and gentlemen. By the birthday girl's request, she would like everyone on the dance floor right now." The DJ exclaims then starts playing Low by Flo Rida.

BLAKE'S POV

I get cut off by the DJ, why does this always fucking happen. I stare at Bill then stand up to go to the dance floor to find Blythe. Bill follows behind me, then quickly pulls my dress down past my ass before anyone could notice. I turn around to him surprised.

"What? Didn't think you wanted your ass out without you knowing. You're welcome." He says to me. My face turns bright red and I walk to Blythe and start dancing. Bill follows behind me brushing past my shoulders, for the slightest second I could feel my back on his chest, my thighs on his legs, and my ass on his... you know what, nevermind.

After I realized it was him I turned my head to the side and watched him walk over to Gemma. Did he mean to do that?  I need to stop thinking about it. 

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Song Lyric: Right Here - Chase Atlantic (God I love them so much)

A/N: okay short chapter but I kind of wanted to wrap up Gemma's bday. hehe. give me some ideas for the next chapter if anyone is even reading this....xoxo

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