1. Fuck it trip!!

152 1 0
                                    

Hello hello my sweet lovely's let's meet our girl jade. I will be having her as the the main narrator but I might chime in here or there when them details get to be a LITTLE to embarrassing or juicy👀 Being the book writer is just like reading it to be yourself. So I FEEL for y'all😂 my grammar may not be perfect nor will the spelling be perfect. Why? Because i have extra long nails on these fingers.

Last thing, I hope you enjoy the book and I really do appreciate you so much for giving it a read. ❤️

"I'm just not understanding why every single day it's just something new with him

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.


"I'm just not understanding why every single day it's just something new with him." Cay says through the phone. I'm not either..

"I don't know I just need to get away. I've been thinking I should just get out. Go have fun. Travel or something." I twirl my pen in between my fingers over top of the note pad. What else should I write down?

"Well I'd love to do that bitch when we goin!" I giggle with her excitement screaming through the phone. Cay has been my bestfriend since my freshman year. We actually hated eachother in middle but when we were fresh meat inside a highschool with nobody we grew up with, we instantly clung to eachother.

"Well.. I actually plan either tomorrow or today actually I just need a quick pack. I'm writing down a list of everything I need now." She sighed. And for some reason I have a feeling she won't be coming.

"I'm sorry girl. I can't because it's so sudden. I got a lot of things to take care of like for one my job issue always calling me in you know?"

I clicked my tongue and shook my head. Recently it's been like this with her. Now I completely understand this situation, but all the other plans to try and hang with her or just grab food and stuff she says she's busy. So I end up going alone. Then I come back home to shit ass attitude from my boyfriend that misewell be my ex by now. Ugh. It sure would be nice to have a girls trip. Have fun with my bestie without dealing with an asshole around me.

"Oh girl I totally get it no worries!" I end up hearing a call come in on her side. "We can plan another trip or something else when I get back." I lay back into my bed to stare at the ceiling.

"Oh hey girl I got a call coming in let me answer this I'll call you back!" She says hurriedly ending the call. Of course as always. Probably either one of her new boy toys or her job calling her in as always. Although I've never seen her working at the restaurant she says she works at. Whatever though.

I look over at the empty spot of the bed and think back to what it used to be like between me and Justin. It sucks but unfortunately with it all going to shit I rlly lost my attraction. Doesn't mean I don't love him still. That's what's killing me and keeping me here. I'm going on this trip. And I'm going to have a blast. But also why not and stop for some old family memories.

I get up from my bed and throw my pencil at the book cover I was jotting down things to take with me and open my door. I walk downstairs to see Justin on the phone shoving caramel popcorn down his throat. As soon as he sees me his eyes widen but he quickly covers it up.

"What?" He brings his phone down from his ear and hangs it up fast. I give him a weird look and then decide to tell him my plans.

"Well I've decided I am going to take a road trip and enjoy the time I have off since I left my job. And I wanted to let you know of my plans. I will be heading out pretty soon. It's a good 10 hour drive from here." He looks at me in disbelief.

"Huh. Alright whatever." Pfft wow he honestly doesn't even care. It's alright I don't know why it even surprises me because it's the same shit for everything.

I turn around and race back to my room gathering everything packed it in a couple bags and start walking out the door. Oh wait never mind I forgot my tooth brush. I run back in and grab it shoving it in my pocket because I can't wait to just exit this house. As I walk by Justin I say bye and he just ignores me as he's to busy in another call with someone. He always says it's his friend Kyle but honestly I don't believe that.

Setting everything inside my car and shoving the toothbrush inside a random bag I turn the car on and set forth to where my directions take me. Thank god my fuel is full because I'm not feeling like getting out and pumping gas just yet. I plug my cord in to the stereo and blast some bad bitch tunes. Off we go on this amazing trip.



Well 5 hours in and my fuel levels getting low once again and this will be my second stop. And not only that but cay hasn't called me. Whatever honestly everyone in my life is fake as fuck. They only wanna talk when they're bored or want something from you. I'm tired of it. I get out and pump my fuel till it clicks. Then head the fuck off. Me being a giving in bitch I call cay pushing my thoughts aside. She didn't answer. I'm just trippen it ain't even important. Plus she might be at her job. I'd feel terrible if I bothered her yelling at her if she was working.



9 hours in I stop at a gas station as my tank is low as the plenty of other times before. Not only that but man I got to pee. That's just my excuse for munchies. I get out and head over to the pump using my card. As I select my fuel grade I bring it over to my car and started filling it. I look around the place just taking everything in. When I come to notice everyone is staring at me. Great. Love it. Is it my top I mean I know I have a stain on it but- OH SHIT I'm on my period. what if I bled through. I try turn a certain way so nobody can see just in case. Literally everyone is looking at me like I'm weird.

There's kids playing in the grass next to the gas station and THEY even stopped to stare. Not only that but also point out to their moms about me. There's dogs growling from somewhere and I don't want to stay and find out from where. The fuel pump finally clicked. thank fuck! I quickly put it back and jump in my car. As I take my leave from the station there's a lady that's screaming "you don't belong here!"

I continue on the road hoping this next hour of a drive is short lived.

———————————————————————————

Hello lovely's! Come follow me on my journey of my book. This is my first ever book that will be completed. Show some love and support on my instagram savywrites I'd appreciate it so much thank you!

Bloody LipsWhere stories live. Discover now