honestly my heart and mind are tired I get this knot in my throat when they ask about you or if leven think about you I can't even eat or sleep anymore I just lay here feeling so hopeless I wish I was happy and I wish I could move on or at least have someone or something to distract me but I don't and I hate it I hate how you make it look so easy I hate how your okay I hate how you broke me but it doesn't matter because it's me who's affected and not you and honestly I'm so mad at myself for even letting you have so much control over me emotionally and mentally I just wanna be happy and feel something again I wish I could just myself go I wish I could say I'm okay and mean it but I can't I hate how I fucked everything up like always but I'm just so lost and alone now that I spend my days and night laying in bed hoping and thinking that things will change by the don't I try anything and everything to iust stop mv thoughts are eventually they get louder I'm drowning again and idk if I'll make it out again.
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Hurtful
PoetryThis is about poems that I feel as tho I can relate to and I'm sure a lot of others can relate to. Just remember your never alone, there's always someone you can reach out to and talk to tell them how hard it is tell them how much you are struggling
