By Chance | Minsung ✔️

16 || I Just Wanna Be Yours • Finale

"Hey, Minho." Jisung said as he approached Minho at lunch, the same place outside he sat with Minho, Changbin, and Chan everyday after him and Minho started talking.

The two still hadn't gotten to see eachother since the day Changbin passed out due to having busy schedules, school, etc.

"Hm? Oh, Jisung!" Minho said happily, looking over his shoulder and smiling softly. Jisung in turn gave him a small smile, going in front of him.

Minho genuinely missed Jisung's presence, despite it only having been a couple days since he last saw him.
It was like he was craving Jisung, wanting to hold him again, maybe kiss him again.

But he couldn't do that, there were to many people around. To Minho, it was best not to risk more rumors as the others had just died down finally.

But then again, he knows now that they like each other. It's hard to hold back knowing there's mutual feelings between them, strong ones at that.

Despite everything though, it was a secret, they were a secret. Why? Minho wasn't even sure why at this point.

"Do you wanna go get lunch real quick?" Minho offered, breaking the short silence between the two.

"Yeah, let's go." Jisung acted casual, leading the way towards the cafeteria. Minho stayed back for a moment, staring at Jisung as he started to walk the building.

He was almost entranced. He wanted him, he wanted Jisung to be his, badly.
He wanted to be able to call Jisung his boyfriend, be able to be clingy with him in public. Everything.

Minho wasn't thinking about the space and people around him in the moment, just Jisung.

Until Changbin flicked his arm, speaking up. "Are you gonna go with him or not?" He said, raising and eyebrow.

Minho quickly came back to his senses and nodded fast, running to catch up with Jisung. He made it to him, walking beside Jisung and putting his hands in his pockets.

Jisung was just looking straight forward, trying to keep up the friend persona for Minho's sake.

"I don't like this." Minho spoke up, looking more so to the floor as they walked into the cafeteria.

"Huh?" Jisung looked over at Minho, rightfully confused.

"I don't like feeling like I'm not allowed to touch you. This stupid fucking secret, why did I even suggest that?" *He muttered the last sentence, but Jisung could still faintly hear it.

"What are you trying to say?" Jisung questioned, stopping abruptly in the middle of the cafeteria.

His eyebrows furrowed slightly. Was this what he thought it was, or is he misunderstanding?

To say he'd be misunderstanding what Minho was saying would be overthinking it, the meaning behind his words were so blunt.

"I'm saying that I want you to be my boyfriend." Minho said blurted out, his tone sharp as he stopped as well, looking right back at Jisung.

There wasn't a hint of Minho being unsure about what he just said. Jisung looked taken aback by Minho's bluntness, he almost didn't believe him.

"Are you serious?" Jisung questioned, his hand subconsciously fidgeting with the sleeves of his knitted sweater.

Minho's eyes glanced down at Jisung fidgeting with his sleeve before looking back up at his eyes.

Minho's expression was so serious and unreadable, it was hard to tell what he'd do next.

Minho didn't even want to speak up, behind that flat expression was a lovestruck boy, not caring how he even got here, or who saw how he felt.

Without saying a word, he took his hands out of his pockets and grabbed Jisung's waist with them, pulling his body closer until there wasn't even and inch of space between them.

"I want to be able to proudly call you my boyfriend. To be able to tell everyone I know who my boyfriend is, I want that boyfriend to be you." Minho finally spoke up, like he felt more comfortable to speak now that they were so close.

This felt normal, not acting like just friends.

Jisung was shocked, his mouth open a little in surprise and his eyes wide. He didn't know what to say, he obviously felt the same, but he didn't know how to phrase it to sound right.

Jisung's eyes slowly settled, not so wide anymore and more soft. After a few seconds, Jisung could only think of one thing to do.

He quickly closed his eyes and pressed his lips to Minho's softly.
Minho quickly reacted, kissing him back while his hands trailed to the back of his head to bring him closer. Minho pulled back for a second and kissed Jisung's cheek before fully wrapping his arms around Jisung's waist, leaning his head against his shoulder.

"Can I finally call you my boyfriend now?" Minho muttered into his shoulder, his tone was almost nervous despite the interaction they just had.

"Yeah, I'll allow it." Minho could hear Jisung chuckle softly, it brought a small smile to Minho's face, but that smile quickly widened when he felt Jisung's arms around him and his chin rest on top of his head.

"I just wanna be yours."
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the end.

A/N: it's finally out, the ending.
It feels like it came a little early, but I think it's best to end it here rather than drag it on.

I had a lot of struggle when it came to writing this book. So many ideas, but not enough motivation to put it in action.
I always felt like it'd be so much easier to make a film about the story rather than a book, describing everything gets so tedious sometimes.
But I finished it, and I am proud of what I managed to do.

I probably won't be writing for a while. As much as I enjoyed this, it took a lot more out of me than I thought it would.
Towards the last few chapters, I felt like I was just throwing shit out there, trying to fill the page with enough words until I was satisfied.
If I start another book, I'm not gonna force myself to write when I don't have the ideas and motivation for it.

Lastly, I want to thank the people that read this. Even just seeing people tuning in to read each new update keeps me motivated to get more done.
And in particular, thank you to leebitsagent for always leaving a ton of comments on my chapters, they always made me laugh and smile and kept giving me a reason to update the story. If not for you, I definitely would've never finished By Chance.
They also have a really cute Minsung fanfic, so go read that :)

Enough sappy bs, thank you for reading.
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