Diary Entry 72 - 3/10
Jeongin has been doing a lot better recently. He finally agreed to go to therapy, and it seems to be helping him a lot.
We still haven't really talked about his suicide attempt, or at least why he did it in the first place.
It's been a month but it still feels too soon to talk about it so in depth right now.
I love him a lot. I know he probably still thinks about it, he probably still thinks about trying again. I'll do anything to get rid of those thoughts, I love him so much.
Jisung and I have hung out a lot this past couple weeks, he's really come out of his shell ever since him and Minho made things official.
He seems happier, even with his brother's death and all.
He still wears his headphones all the time, but he's been better about taking them off when people talk to him. Well, people he likes at least. He's still not much of a people person.
Oh, and today would've been my dad's 40th birthday. It'd be interesting to see what he'd be like now.
In April, he'd officially be dead for a decade. Feels weird to say that.
Other than that, things have been normal.
I've been doing this whole diary thing for a while now, even though I'm inconsistent, it's nice to write things down sometimes.
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FanfictionReserved and outgoing, clashing personalities. It could never work out. But everything happens by chance. TW⚠️: Suicide attempt, no major character death, mature themes and language ❌smut
