Broken Bonds

31

Chapter 31

Yan Feili was shocked and stared at Beitang Ao.

As soon as Beitang Ao saw Yan Feili’s expression, he knew that his words were knocking at Yan Feili’s heart. 

“Sect Master, what do you mean?” Yan Feili’s voice quivered in disbelief.

“The meaning is that you can meet the child.”

Yan Feili grabbed Beitang Ao’s hand, “Sect Master…”

Beitang Ao looked at him with excitement and joy and said to him, “Feili, as long as you have a good body and return to Jianjing with me, you will see him.” 

Yan Feili’s heart was at odds when he heard about returning to Jianjing these days, but at this moment, he just wanted to return as soon as possible. Thinking of Li’er, he couldn’t help asking, “Li’er, how is he? How is he? Has Sect Master seen him?”

“Well! He looks great! White and fat, very cute. I went to see him a few times before I left.”

Yan Feili’s heart was about to fly, and his mind was full of Li’er. He recalled the soft little body, the wrinkled little face, and the fleshy little fist that once laid in his arms. I didn’t know what had become of that child.

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Do you look more like me, or do you look more like the Sect Master? Yan Feili was so excited that he didn’t know what to say. He stood up, opening his mouth to speak, but Beitang Ao held him down.

“Gbc’a afii wf atja sbe jgf olcf. Qlat sbeg meggfca ybvs, sbe mjc’a rajcv atf ibcu pbegcfs.”

“Vfma Zjrafg, P…” Tjc Mflil ralii kjcafv ab mbcnlcmf tlw.

“Rb! Mflil, vbc’a wjxf wf gfugfa la!”

Tjc Mflil kjr rajgaifv jcv rtea eq lwwfvljafis, yea tlr fzqgfrrlbc ibbxfv jczlber. 

Ktf Rbgat Xjaf rwlifv, tfiv bea tlr tjcv, jcv teuufv tlw, “Jtlivgfc ogbw rlz wbcatr biv tjnf yffc wbgf oja. Lf jigfjvs kflutfv akb qbecvr j wbcat jub ktfc P kfca ab rff tlw. Llr fsfr jgf ylu jcv gbecv. Lf ijeutr j iba. Cr ibcu jr sbe ufa yfaafg jcv sbe mjc rff tlw lc qfgrbc.”

Yan Feili’s expression moved a little.

“What’s the matter?” Beitang Ao saw him hesitate for a moment.

“Sect Master, does Li’er look like… Like me?” He wanted to ask whether Li’er resembled him or the Sect Master more. But after hesitating, he still didn’t ask specifically that. 

“Very similar.”

Beitang Ao looked at his expectant eyes, thought about it, and added, “His eyes are like yours. His smile looks very similar to yours as well. Other places are more like me.”

The child’s longing had been suppressed for a long time. After listening to Beitang Ao’s description, the feelings in his heart surged like a mountain, and he was excited. Yan Feili didn’t even notice when Beitang Ao held him.

Beitang Ao said that letting him see the child was an expedient measure and hoped that he would have a hope to get better soon. He thought for a while that Yan Feili might be reluctant to see the child because they recently lost one. But Yan Feili’s excitement moved his heart. He withdrew his mind to look at Yan Feili whose thin face blushed. 

Yan Feili was twenty-nine years old this year. After many years of life on the battlefield and the exhaustion of recent months, his temples have been dyed with a touch of silver. Besides, he became thin and gaunt, and there were shallow waves at the corners of his eyes. Although he was not exactly handsome before, he was moderately handsome and gentle like a bamboo. After birthing a child and getting this sickness, Yan Feili had become a different taste. Beitang Ao looked at him and unconsciously dropped a kiss on his lips.

Yan Feili stared at him in a loss.

Once Yan Feili’s pitch-black eyes showed that kind of deer-like expression, Beitang muttered in his ear, “Feili, I want to embrace you.”

Yan Feili heard the words and his body became stiff. He knew what Beitang Ao meant. When he first left Jianjing, sometimes he thought of the lingering of the two, Beitang Ao and Li’er. After the miscarriage, he hadn’t thought about it. 

“No! No way!” Yan Feili refused.

Beitang Ao narrowed his eyes, “Why? Doctor Qiu said that your body is no longer a serious problem.”

“No.” Yan Feili wanted to push him away but couldn’t push past the steel arms at all. He found a reason in a panic, “Sect Master, you… You are already married…”

“So what?” Beitang Ao raised his beautiful long eyebrows. Although Lin Yanyan is his wife, she had nothing to do with his relationship with Yan Feili. 

Seeing that he didn’t care, Yan Feili still hugged him tightly, and his excitement suddenly cooled down.

Beitang Ao approached him and wanted to kiss him, but his lips were dodged just as they were about to fall, only falling on his cheeks. Beitang Ao stared at him with cold eyes.

Yan Feili raised his head, “Sect Master, don’t do this! We shouldn’t be like this.”

The Sect Master sneered, “We had a son together. What should we say now?” 

In a slightly mocking tone, Yan Feili’s face turned pale and froze for a moment. Then he responded in a deep voice, “Do you remember what you said to me, master?”

Beitang Ao shook his head, his arms loosen slightly.

“You said to me that some things are broken, and they are broken. Now, I think about it clearly…” Yan Feili paused and continued slowly, “I have made up my mind. I want to cut off my evil feelings for you. From now on, I will have nothing more than to think about.”