Battlefield

14

Previously

My heart thumped out my chest. The timer when off making my head to thump even more. I breathed and looked at it

"Oh My god!" I cried.....

I held the test in my hands as I looked at what it said. "What?" Alyssa said barging in. I handed it to her and she smiled. "I'm pregnant.." I said out loud. "Okay not to get your hopes up take another one and if it says pregnant go get a ultrasound".

I sat down and breathed and my mind was racing at 1,000,000 miles a second. I couldn't think straight. My head was everywhere. I felt so nauseous I wanted to throw up. I ran to the toilet before lifting it up and threw up. Alyssa rubbed my back as my body ached in pain. "Here take this one" I took the test and did the same

After five excruciating minutes it read pregnant once more. I looked at the tests in disbelief not wanting to believe it. Tears streamed down my face as so much guilt washed over me. "Sis it's okay" "I know but I'm scared. I don't think I'm ready". "I don't think any of us are. But we all learn. I'm happy for you guys. And if Joe doesn't want it that's his loss. If you also don't want it, it's your decision".

I listened to her statement and she was right. "Okay" I said hugging her before she got a call. "It's mom. Look Imma go cause Imma leave later on. But congrats!!" She said excitedly.

I smiled a bit and sighed. But what will Joe think? Will he be happy. I mean we've talked about having kids and starting a family but will he thinks it's too soon? I hid the test and laid down and booked a doctors appointment for tomorrow morning.

Joe leave tomorrow morning for an away game in San Francisco. Perfect timing. My thoughts were cut off by the front door being opened and I knew Joey was home. His footsteps got closed and closed I felt like I was going to cave in but instantly melted when his icy blue eyes met mines

"Hey baby. You still feeling sick?" He asked worriedly.

"Yes but I'll be okay baby. How was practice I missed you" I said kissing him and he smiled. "It was okay. Lots of film" "go take a shower you stink" I laughed and rolled his eyes before flicking me off

"Don't get sassy on me burrow"

Later that day

I was sitting outside watching the dogs running around before Joe scared the living shit outta me by walking up behind me and screaming like a lunatic

"Joseph! What the heck is wrong with you!?" I screamed at him smacking him as he laughed. "Wow. You should've seen your own face that was awesome" he laughed holding his stomach.

What a bitch

"Haha very funny I can't breath" I said sarcastically enough being very annoyed. "Aww baby I'm sorry" "mhm" I groaned. "Come on you can be mad. I'll make it up to you" he smiled brightly. I wanted to roll my eyes but he so cute. Too cute at that.

"Okay what?" "How about you and me a date tonight 8:30" he smiled. "Where?" "Your favorite" "Joe it's too late. We need a reservation"

"Baby..Babygirl your talking about me. Shit that restaurant has a steak named after me. You really think they won't give us a table?" He smartly answered with his million dollar smile that would make anyone drop to their knees (me, me, and only me:)

"Okay I'll like yo see you try. Call them right now. If they say no you'll sleep on the couch tonight" I smiled. "Okay and if they say yes you sleep on the couch" he smiled walking away. I rolled my eyes and giggled as I got up and walked inside. I went upstairs and laid down on his bed and waited for him to come up.

After ten minutes he came in and looked so sad. "What happened love?"  He sighed so I thought they said no. "They said....yes!" He smiled and laughed as he jumped and ran around the room. "Haha. You owe me some you know.." he smirked and I pushed him away laughing. "Uhh boy no. I have to get ready" I running into the bathroom and Joe was hot on my heels.

"Uh uh thats what we agreed on" he said trying to open the door. I giggled as I began getting ready. My thoughts ran back to pregnancy test. Could I 100% be pregnant? I felt all the nerves come back but I tried to calm down because Joe isn't that type of person to be heartless. But it's just the little voice behind my head that's makes me think he might

After I was done I changed into black backless silk dress that was mid thigh and black laced heels. I straightened my hair and put on my lip lip gloss before walking out and seeing Joe dressed in all black as well. He looks so good.

"Oh wow" Joe said before embracing me in a hug and kissed me. "Baby I have lip gloss on" I said and he shrugged. "And? Anyway let's get going I'm starving" "I told you I would cook something tonight" "yes but I wanted to treat you tonight. But I wouldn't pass up a pumpkin pie" he said giving me puppy eyes. "Okay fine" I said and he jumped up.

After a calm ride to the restaurant we made it to the tall building. Joe helped me out and we walked in. Joe got us a exclusive booth that you could see the whole city of Cincinnati. Everything seemed so big yet so small. "They view here is amazing" I said. "Yeah it is" he said looking intensely at me. I laughed and he smiled as I caught onto his joke. "Your so corny i love it" I smiled and he blushed.

"We'll anyway are you going to next game? I know it's away but I really want you to come with me" "why wouldn't i? I would love to visit Louisiana with you" she smiled. Immediately she got an idea of how to tell Joe she was pregnant.

"We'll we should definitely go watch the LSU game. Like old times just this time we'll both be on the sideline" he smiled. "Good. I won't have to worry about you getting injured" they laughed.

After a few days, I called up the doctors office and booked a ultrasound. It's so hard to keep this a secret but I want to make sure I'm pregnant before throwing it on joes face.

"Babe can you believe that Morgan and Logan are expecting?" "I know. I'm so happy for them". Logan Wilson is joes teammate and him and his darling wife are expecting.

"Man I can't wait for that to be us. Baby burrow" Joe smiled at me. "Joeeeee!" I laughed and he smiled. My heart fluttered at his reaction I could cry

He looked over at me with his piercing blue ocean eyes before smiling brightly at me. "You have like this flow to you but i can't seem to know what?" He said rubbing my hands. "What do you mean?" "You've always looked so beautiful but wow there is just something these days.."

I gulped laughing at his comment at he shrugged.

If you would have told me a few years ago Joe and I would be a thing, I would definitely think your off of something strong.

It's true when they say opposites attract. I wouldn't have it any other way
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