WhiteHood- Titans( Dick+Jason)

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Pov Jason

Gotham city, 21;30

After busting another drug gang, my hard day was finally over. I pulled the man's body aside and sighed and looked up at the dark sky. I took off the mask from my face to breathe the air of the city that I hated and at the same time was my home.

J: I'm done for today. - I said to myself. I jumped on the roofs of houses, running to my hiding place. Then my phone rang. A little surprised, I stopped. Nobody ever called me at all. When I noticed picture of Dick on the screen.....
My heart froze. I didn't know how to react. I still loved Dick, but did he love me? Does he want me to go back to them? Or maybe he just needs something? I don't know...
I took the risk and picked it up

J: Well, please, who's calling at this hour - I said, pretending that everything was fine and that I wasn't cleaning up dead bodies from the street.

D: we need to talk.
I clicked my tongue and started playing with my mask
J: you could be nicer as a greeting
D: Jason, it's important
J: like everything you do.
I replied. Yeah, Dick never calls without a reason. I waited for him to say something. I heard him sigh. I know that sound. He is worried and tired. I felt a surge of empathy, but I didn't say anything
D: it's about Kasta
J: what happened to my little white hood? - I asked anxiously. Even though I came, I never stopped loving her. I always thought about her. I followed her social media and Dick because he was the one who posted the most photos with Kasta. She looks like a Dick.....
Dick's voice brought me out of my thoughts
D: she needs a mother. It's her birthday soon, she needs to meet you. She has them for-
J: four months, five hours and three minutes - I replied automatically, probably surprising my "partner". Honestly, I don't know what to call our relationship. We don't really talk, we have a child together.
D: that's right. Please Jason
J: you know what I think about it - I sat at the end of the building so that my legs were hanging on the edge - she's safer with you
D: Jay....- my heart jumped when I heard that nickname - please....she needs you....I need you.
J: that's not true......Dick, you are stronger than me, as you have shown many times. You don't need me in your life
D: What the fuck don't you understand?! - Dick's screams surprised me but I kept listening - first you act like a shit and irritate me, then you suddenly become evil but in the end we still lick each other just for you to leave me alone with everything?! What kind of mother are you, Todd ?!
A quiet sob escaped me. Sure, Dick had shouted about it more than once, but never like this. I tried to calm my tears. My heart ached. Does he really think I don't care about her? That it really suits me? I would love to be there for her and Dick, but he definitely prefers Kori and I don't want to be the third wheel. Additionally, Kasta won't be safe with me - after all, I have a lot of enemies. I don't want to risk her life even if being so far away from them tears my heart into a million pieces. I wanted to be there for them but I thought Dick preferred Kori. I thought the little one would have a better life with him. I thought San Francisco would be safe. And yet, as usual, I'm the bad guy...D: Jay....I'm sorry-
J: I'll think about it -I said and quickly hung up without giving him time to answer. I cringed and cried silently. Pathetic me. I'm really in love with him, but it's only hurt me more.

I really want be with Dick in healt relationship, but....

Does He love me?....

I don't think so.

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Don't worry they are be together soon.