When Love Lasts✔️

Chapter 5

Sukhpreet Kaur

Who would have thought that organic chemistry could be such a challenge? Back in high school, I was a chemistry whiz, but now that I'm in college, organic chemistry is making me feel like I'm in over my head. I'm passionate about science, but this subject is taking a toll on my mental health. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever make it through my freshman year if I can't even conquer organic chem.

It's frustrating to feel like I'm struggling with something that used to come so easily to me. I've always been a hard worker, but this subject is pushing me to my limits. I'm determined to succeed, but I'm also worried about the toll it's taking on my well-being. I don't want to sacrifice my mental health for the sake of my grades, but I also don't want to give up on something that I'm passionate about.

I know that I need to find a way to balance my love for science with my need for self-care. Maybe that means seeking out extra help from my professors or finding a study group to work with. Whatever it takes, I'm willing to do it. I refuse to let organic chemistry defeat me. With hard work and determination, I know that I can overcome this challenge and come out stronger on the other side.

As I sat at my desk, flipping through the pages of my textbook, I couldn't help but feel a sense of frustration wash over me. Despite my best efforts, I just couldn't seem to grasp the concepts that were being presented to me. It was as if the words on the page were written in a foreign language that I couldn't decipher. 

A deep sigh escaped my lips as I leaned back in my chair, my eyes scanning the room for any sign of help. But alas, I was alone in my struggle. My brother, who had always been my go-to for academic assistance, was nowhere to be found. And even if he were here, I doubted he would be much help. After all, he had always struggled with science, and now that he was a lawyer, I doubted he had much knowledge of organic chemistry.

I couldn't help but feel a pang of envy as I thought of my classmates, who seemed to breeze through the material with ease. It was as if they had some secret knowledge that I was lacking. But as I sat there, feeling sorry for myself, I knew that I couldn't give up. I would just have to keep pushing forward, even if it meant struggling through the material on my own. 

As I immersed myself in the task at hand, I felt a sudden presence behind me. Turning around, I was met with the sight of Manny, his mischievous smirk lighting up his face. His unexpected arrival caught me off guard, but I couldn't help but feel a flutter of excitement in my chest.

With a playful glint in his eyes, Manny commented on my apparent enjoyment. "You seem to be having fun," he remarked, his voice laced with amusement. I couldn't resist rolling my eyes at his teasing tone, knowing full well that he was onto me. "Oh, absolutely," I replied, my voice dripping with sarcasm. Despite my attempt to appear nonchalant, a small smile tugged at the corners of my lips.

Sensing my resistance, Manny took a step closer, his presence filling the room. "Come on, let me help you," he offered, his voice gentle yet persuasive. Unable to resist his charm, I watched as he made his way towards my desk. Taking a seat on the spare chair beside me, he positioned himself as my ally in this endeavor. The warmth of his presence beside me sent a wave of anticipation through my veins, and I couldn't help but wonder if this unexpected collaboration would lead to something more.

As he began teaching me organic chemistry, my mind wandered away from the subject matter. It was as if a magnetic force had pulled my attention towards his captivating face. Suddenly, I found myself lost in the depths of his mesmerizing eyes, completely oblivious to the complexities of the subject at hand. The way his lips moved as he explained the concepts, the way his brows furrowed in concentration, it was all so enchanting. I couldn't help but marvel at his handsomeness, a quality that had gone unnoticed until that very moment. 

The chemistry between us was undeniable, but it wasn't the kind that could be explained by scientific formulas or equations. It was a chemistry that transcended the boundaries of the classroom, a connection that went beyond the realm of academia. As he patiently guided me through the intricacies of organic chemistry, I couldn't help but feel a different kind of chemistry brewing within me. His presence alone was enough to make my heart skip a beat, and his every word resonated deep within my soul. It was as if the universe had conspired to bring us together, intertwining our lives in a way that was both unexpected and exhilarating

"Sukhi, focus. I know I'm so handsome, but you need to pass this class," he says with a smirk, his eyes locked onto mine. I try to hide my embarrassment by quickly turning my attention back to my book. I can feel my cheeks burning with a blush as I realize how obvious I must have been in my staring.

I can't help but feel foolish as I try to concentrate on the words in front of me. My mind keeps wandering back to the handsome man sitting across from me. His dark hair and piercing blue eyes are distracting, to say the least.

I take a deep breath and try to push all thoughts of him out of my mind. I remind myself that I'm here to study, not to daydream about some guy. But as I steal a glance at him out of the corner of my eye, I can't help but wonder if he feels the same way about me.